entry sebelum berkhidmat

tuan2 dah puan..saya akan bermula berkhidmat d sandkan di Duches of Kent hospital. Hidup terasa gelap.dunia pun samar2 bila dpt surat tawaran!!menangis pun sudah..tekanan pun sudah..sejak balik dari PD jumaat semlm..memang semua jd mcm semcm.uhuk2..skrg sudah pun di kk..isnin lapor dii d JKN,thn selasa d sandakan..tidak berminat utk mengulas lgi lanjut.
dah kemungkinan tidak akan dpt update blog ne sekerap2 nya ya..hidup akan berubah!! :(

doakan semuanya

demi berkhidmat

packing

prgghhhh!!ndak pernah2 selama ne susah gila mau fikir bju apa dan apa yg mahu d packing!tapi kali ne utk p induksi d PD my head just burst out!t shirt pun mau yg berkoler kah ?ade2..formal2 ne memang killing me juga..aisshhhh i need do more shopping lah ne..ok hope got budget n time lah for all ths.tp d mana ya? suggestion utk shopping d kl for formal2 nyer baju lah!But  i saw few pics frm my frnd yg currently berinduksi d Pd juga..wah mereka tidak guna baju berkoler2 itu pun..ok set esok akan tukar few baju berkoler kepada yg lebih relaxing!!hehehehe.
entry yg sgt bosan kan?kerna saya berada dlm mood bosan!

enjoy ur day everyone

menghitung hari

hari ini bgn awal  jam 10am..yes awal lah kan..opss seblm tu bgn jam 7am sudah atas perintah menolong ajar my bro buat homework math!!arggghh otak beku pagi2..semlm ndak mau buat!!cis~~panasaran aku jadi nya OK!nasib sekolah mula jam 8am..if sekolah biasa mcm mana lah ko ne dik oi!thn smbung zzzz balik!emmmm ndak lama lagi sudah mau mula induksi dan kerja..bgn awal  bermula..otak kena berfungi seawal 6.30am..bagai mana kah!!shittttt..takut nya.
td tengh hari p lunch wt my mom..ala2 pas ne susah sudah mau cm ne.uhuk2...sob~`kurang lah sudah lah aktiviti berpeleseran mcm org yg memang tiada kerja..aisssehh..susah suda mau pakai seluar pendek jln2 tengh hari ne..aisehh...gonna miss my long2 break holiday!!

Love letter

today is my lazy day until i got phone call from my buddy Maslyn to go for yam cha!yes i like!!i feel excited chit chating abt pre wedding preparation opss not mine for sure her wedding lah.i just found out that its not cheep ya to oder photographer for the wedding even Labuan standard alrdy average frm 600rm to 1600rm..aiseh..if  I am good enough sure i will hlp my friend one!but im damn immature!even my dad having so many lens plus D90 body.aiseh!
well wondering abt my Love letter?its not an invitation card from maslyn, BUT it is such an invitation from Jbtn latihan for my induction as HO.shitz....im nt ready i was expecting it to be sumwhr early nov..WHY? So early bloody hell!i need more time!!time to ..to do wat ever!!aaaaaaaargghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!dislike it!!

Stop Child abuse

Im glad to knw there is such campaign in Malaysia.YES we do really need it to rise self awareness regarding the importance for us ( parents, teacher,youngster and etc ) to understand that even Kids have their right!If there is anyone who wants to take place in this campaign u may refer it at nuffnag advertisement.

wott..woot..

weekend escape!escape to brunei for few days jer pun atas urusan paksa rela..menjd driver kereta sebesar ala2 van memang memenatkan..eventho itu ada lah alphad yg auto gear ya.tapi best lah juga kan..at least dpt jln2 sama family dah jumpa keluarga2 di berunai ( jika notice ini ada lah ejaan kegemaran saya wlpn pun tidak ngam sama sekali mahupun dua kali!!).

walaupun masa terhad tapi sempat juga bershopping2an sedikit..wlpn tiada $$$..kerna saya ada atm bergerak!saya menjadi jatuh minat sama itu tudung2an yg org berunai suka pakai..waduh..very glamour dgn cara mereka tersendiri.i bought 4 of them..sgt tamak!! dan td juga satu lagi tudung anting2 sampai  kedepan rumah saya.ala2..poyo jak lebih mau beli tudung..emmm well at least ada tudung kan..

perjalanan prgi semasa dan balik di berunai adalah OK..dengan sesat sikit itu normal! gmbr2 blm terupload..nnti ya!

balik2 saja td mlm sudah pi dinner..ala2  rindu kah tu org with me..:P

now duduk2 atas katil smbil2 update blog dan pikir2 mls mau unpack!

cheers everyone!

pagi yg delema

bgn2 pagi..opss blm bgn lagi sudah mcm2 happening..pot pet..pot pet from my mom!well used to it,if not gonna miss it for sure!nagging me to do ths and tht lah, well its very rare for me to sumthg before 12noon.let me enjoy my super beauty leading to ugly -ness sleep, before i started work and gonna be in sleeping time trouble.its OK now having over dosage of sleeping hour.bekalan hari tua before kerja,before get married and living wit ur man n myb with mom in low which tht time required me to be an angle as my man alwz said to me!even tho even we dunt knw either we will get to tht level..jodoh,ajal dan maut tiada siapa yg tahu!
opss climax story nyer: i hates to go berunai tomorw!!shit.i dunt mind to go and more thn happy if its not clashing with my gurl wedding.but they using word of " I HAVE TOO"..gosh tak cukup driver lah! wat else worry if sumday family sana ndak akan dtg for my wedding!!well lame.i dunt knw hw to tell amy..but yes i will tel her either after nikah or tonite..sob2.ok nw hv to go,time real pack!mau mandi,iron baju,bibik nada sudah!,mau prepare camera,mau ready2 stuff for tomrw since i knw i wont hv time tonite!!

jam berbunyi..tik tok..tik tok

bunyi jam semakin kuat!!jm rosak kah?or ear drum ne yg rosak!!alamak..bukan lah coz amy mau kawin sudah..kwn baik dari sekolah lagi..semalam pi merayau2 ke rumah bakal pengantin ne..sempat tengok itu pre wed punya adat berbedak..myb melayu berunai and org2 d sekitar sini jak yg ada adat ne.but it sumthing good u knw..memutihkan diri.hhehehe..tiap kali ada saja kwn2 sekolah yg gettin married sure rasa detik2 jam itu semakin kuat.its gonna be my first time attending real closed frnds wedding.all ths while i was away and wasnt able to join the great moments in their life.i feel so much happy for their happiness.its not easy to fine tru love and right guy! pencapai cemerlang ne~~hehehehe..soon nxt month maslyn my other real gurl frnd will gettin married too.wah everyone leaving me behind.life sound so empty now..SCARED!
But still hv few other gurl frdns who having almst the same principle of life aka masih finding a right pathway of life.last few days i ws having a conversation regarding ths matter with him @ bf , how not ready we are since we still finding real feelin and still dlm situasi penyesuaian diri after been away for ths past 3 years.aiseh we seems dunt even can imagine and org bilang seruan masih blm ada!even if according surrounding kami memang di psycho oleh ramai org!one of his good frnd will gettin married soon as well ..gonna hv bachelor party ths weekend.auchh!! well pray for my real happiness ya my friend :)

acara menghiris2

hasil tangan saya

poyo smbil bekerja

amy!!

at last!!

yay!yesterday was most tiring day that involving my room deco thinging.well dont expect too much as i am  immature in decoration stuff. But 90% of all ths work done by myself alone.it was my first time painting and i dunt expect it to be perfect but cukup2 mkn lah kan..

persiapan sblm mula painting

dinding seblm di cat

muka sblm jd buruh kasar

ini sblm lapisan ke 2..memang tidak cantik kan..

ini hasil selps cat lapisan ke 2 dan setelah siap drill pasang rak2 itu

more thgs has to b done but pelan2 sikit..penat

my babies..

mereka sudah hampir 1 bulan 7hb ne.esok pagi baru mau check jantina.before ne berpantang tidak angkat kucing.tdk bgs utk kesihatan mereka.

sgt pandai posing

masih L lagi berjln

mummy " i wanna sing a song!" hahahhahaa

 

"opss my eyes is my key to make u buying me more toys mummy"

semua ini anak checqa..sayang nya satu mati yg serupa mcm checqa.kini checqa mengambil rawatan utk mengemuk kan diri kembali..dah juga botox..hehhe ;) mereka ada lah penghibur hati ku.tp malangnya hearty jd takut dengan babies ini..cian

my lst few days

done!

birthday party : but birthday boy tiada d pic ne.hehee

sedap kek ne,teringat starwberry d russia

bersama team kawi d kk for malaysia open dart competition 

top 4 out of 94 team..proud to be his friend..hehe

menyokong team ini dengan jaya dan bangganya

it was on the 1st till 3rd okt

surat cinta apa kah ini?ini lah surat2 dahulu kala yg berusia lebih 10thn aporx abt 11 years.pen pall..wah how come terputus contact ne.i was so funny bila d fikir2 kan.dulu2 tak ada sms..tp email kan ada..tapi masih juga bersurat2..but the value sgt berharga ..

ini ada lah keadaan bilik yg mcm tongkang pecah selama mengemas d atas kehadiran katil baru itu

ini alamri baru itu..yg sudah berusia 2 minggu lebih kurang

ini lampu dan kati baru itu

opss ada c hearty pulak sana..( gmbar di atas sekali td totally not my room.but myb ths room akan transform lagi.or at least new house in future.

ini pulak kad2 raya yg juga berusia 11thn.dari effalin dan tee yee ween my x class mate.im glad tht we do still keep in touch.form 4 yeen ween pindah p penang dan masih juga rajin hntr kad raya for me.one thing i feel sad coz rupa2nya i never able sending cny card to her..semua i just tulis tp ndak terpos2.bersalah ne!tp we berjaya tercontact balik tru fb..promise my self will get her address and will send her some card.omg i miss my old scholl time.ini lah antara kerja2 sort out thgs bagi org2 yg bercuti panjang ini.

salingan cerita

kini dlm dilema kerna juga ada invitation kawin d berunai.my closed family..and semua org pergi.dah dengan kuasa veto nya i hv to be a driver for one car..ayoo rombongan cik kiah ne..i was tot just to ctach them up on sunday..since majlis ptg dan mlm..so kira2 p weddin amy dulu..will rethink abt it tomorw again..

DiGi iPhone 4 Life

Get a life with DiGi iPhone 4 and live with it that what my mission for. As i mention earlier i'll gonna start my houseman ship aka internship course as a fresh graduated doctor so soon and its gonna be real tough life for me.Some might saying it as beginning of death life and NO life.It does make me under pressure and unmotivated to work in Malaysia BUT i still do believ there is a way to get my life back to track with DiGi iPhone. I could safe my ass ( sorry for my language but its true ) while working, minimizing mistake and get my self updated with medical software provided by iPhone 4. A tone of games application is one of  the anti-stress therapy and yes it good for us to keep our emotion under control and same goes to our health state.DiGi iPhone 4 is leading us towards a better healthy in modern  Life style!