holiday mode activated

yay i'll b on so called long  called long leave..just abt a week.not tht long actually.no big event in my mind yet.just fly bck to labuan.( yay bored) but i miss my room.i miss my mom and everyone there..but deeply i dislike sumthing.but lets take it easy..and easy..take a deep breath and just tru it..who know there is sumthg good awaiting for me ya. :P 

im blessed for able to complete my posting in O&G dept...opss not yet, tomorw gonna be my finale called..takes it wat ever it is gonna be.EOD called for my finale day aint tht bad.with all annoying admission..

feel dislike to go home and feel dislike to b bck to sandakan as well ..i just like to do nothing..:P

am i been forgotten??

since few years ago till now sgt lah jarang2 dpt menghadiri majlis2 besar kwn2 sekolah..kwn rapat..terkilan lah kan.i just hope they wont forgetting me..nada2 emo sikit..dari jauh jak lah merasa happy for them..hardly to hear their experience and feeling before and after get married.im wonder wt do they feel when decided to get married..hehhehe coz for me now to start on dating pun big issue..hahahaha ..
well as long as people around me happy its more than enough for me :)

alwz pray for better day tomorrow and on wards :)

terhenti d sini

Terhenti di sini

opss intro untuk hari ini ada lah lagu d atas itu.lma sudah ndak layan lagu2 melayu apa tah lagi siri2 melayu..antara siri yg buat sendiri kagum ada lah nur kasih yg sekarang d tayangkan as movie but yet beluma show d sandakan..aisehh
sgt suka lagu ne dari siri tv 3 " asmara 2"..itu juga antara rality hidup kan..ok mukadimah habis d sini

sudah sentengah tahun 2011 berlalu..im still remain the same..kerja as kuli batak hosp.masih lagi keliru perjalanan idup..masih lagi stuck d satu point yg amat menyeksa jiwa..jika ada pilihan pun semua itu hanya mcm sesuatu yg tidak pasti or better to say those thgs just made me scared and phobia..too much of past things tht unable to forget and even i my self unsure how to cure those shitz..
i choose to remain the same..i m almost succeed in my own life and dream..so a lil bit of scar deply sumwhere inside still acceptable i guess? wow am i sound like trying hard to convincing myself?poor me!! :P

well be happy no matter how hard it is..