nothing interesting ..

memandangkan kelas skrg juga bosan@ sgt relax..and bz dengan benda2 lain..obsess menaikan selera makan c kecik ku c Orev.Q.D...asiihhh baru jaga kucing terus bz bercakap pasal kucing saja dlm kelas..cikgu kuar kami pun gossip2 kucing..cara2 penjagaan kucing and etc..d angotai oleh ahli2 grupamte yg lain seperti : dila,kak hir..raziz,sarah..and juga fadzil yg menjadi antara paksa rela penjaga kucing..
ini semua ada lah symptom jika hanya kucing saja yg mampu utk d sayang d kursk ne...hahahhha..bukan loser yer..cuma tidak berminat dengan cerita2 drama lain d sini..keterlanjutan usia juga bukan factor kami obsess dengan kucing..:))

when ever  i called or received  call from my mom sure cerita juga abt kucing~~~emmmmmmmm we are cat lover...yay!!spending $$ for them juga satu kepuasan...wlpn ini menjadikan saya berjimat ( mcm betul!!) dan juga bgn pagi dengan active nya!!bgn pagi sebelum gosok gigi..kasi buat makanan my little orev dulu..bancuh itu2 ini.kasi mix itu ini..dan ensure dia suka makanan itu..buat susu..kasi panas susu....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa dan juga kasi bersiah little box mereka..
balik rumah..emm kasi makan lagi...kasi vitamin lagi..emmmm jd sehat2 lah kamu semua ya wahai jantung,hati,pancrease,kidney ku dan apa2 lah yg setaraf dengan nya!!stay healthy!!

Day care for my Cat

hari ne ada masa yg sgt2 lah terluang..so bawa lah kucing2 p jumpa vet..coz c hearty tu ada symptoms seperti sneezing..and c orev pulak mcm ndak ada selera makan..kah bosan dia dengan makanan dia..hehehhe..
and hearty pun sudah 5 bulan kemarin..genap 5 bulan..so terlambat sudah utk vaksin anti rabbies.tp tadi dia kena kasi vakin anti helmintic dulu.3 minggu lagi baru dtg bawa utk anti rabbies..and check sama vet d institut CXA ada lah free dan prof dia juga sgt peramah..
tapi vaksin and utk dapatkan pasport hearty kena juga pergi vet yg jauh tu..and d sana lah c orev kena check and telah di diagnosed congenital pathology ..emmmmm kira congenital bone development sumwhere around d trunk area..sad!!sad!!but i hope thgs wil be fine..
but so far mereka ini tak ada lah URTI : upper respiratory track infection..thank God..prescription for them : semua PO ( Per Os) tak perlu lah inject2..yes..senang ate : vitamin, antihelmintic for every ech 3 months and sera  yg bgs utk elak kind of infection/ skin infection..emmmmm vitamin tu utk 1-2 months..as long as utk kasi sehat apa2 saja lah..
orev gain bck his apettite juga after kasi ubat2 ne..herty mcm biasa lah..kuat makan..and kasi tukar daging for orev juga menjadikan selera menjadi up sikit..

ini lah ubat2 mereka

buku d belakang tu tiada kiatan sama kucing2 ini. :)

orev lepas kekenyangan dan tidur petang dulu.

hearty pun mau zzz dulu lah..

semoga mereka semua sentiasa sehat :)

i lost 1 hour!!

nothing so much great other than today as 4th week of march ( SUNDAY) is time where i lost 1 hour..coz saving time ( yer ker saving) agak2 nya begitu lah..coz all this while since winter.time different msia and russia was 5hours and now spring time where my day time will longer and super2 longer day by day till summer and therefore now time different between msia and russia only 4hours.
to avoid rasa tidak cukup tidur and mcm2 lah..i just dunt want to thk abt it..:P
i cant wait for the real spring..i love spring!!bunga akan mekar d sana sini~~~and tidak lama lagi can say bye2 kepada jacket winter itu.but probs juga ne..kuar rumah panas..kuar bangunan balik kelas tiba2 sejuk pulak!!delima!!and i feel like hey where is my spring jacket???kenapa mcm tiada ne...ada atau buat2 tiada..asiiihhhhhh MNG!!Dah lama berpuasa shopping since my europe trip..coz the more i shop here there more thgs i will tend to bawa balik msia..buat apa jacket2 ne..bukan nyer parents ku tinggal d europe atau akan berhijrah.but myb i will..but..but..asiihhhh ckp jer lah kan i nak jacket baru!!hahahahhaha..ok ok i thk i will buy sumthing bright...it seem blue ..biru laut itu ada lah warna spring 2010..here i go...kasut biru pulak nak cari ne!! ala..mcm dah nak buka puasa shopping ne!!sabar lyn!!! ( conflict diri betul ) ala!!grad ne pulak nak guna duit~~esssshhhhh!!!! mcm mana ne!! TAPI KAN dah lama tak ada jacket baru!!

p/s : shopping juga ada therapy terbaik utk hati yg masih ada rasa masin2 ne wlpn thgs goes smooth and fine.but ada juga benda yg kena telan saja wlpn pahit..apa lah nasib ne..
shopping juga myb akan inspired me to study more and more~~tidak ikhlas ker study??essshhh teruk perangai..

btw yahhhhoooooooooooooo Spring time = diet

morning entry before afternoon :)

wake up and kinda silent.i feel the silent.but deeply im still greatful coz i m not yet abondent my kitten.siapkan makanan2 mereka..heatin up milk utk mereka~~vacuum my room coz telah d kototrkan oleh mereka juga
look at my phone and ok lah sms lah..since all thgs pun actually ok jer pun kan.it jst the air still berbacteria..kalau kena infection pun kena ambik antibiotic for 7days kan..apa lagi lah if rupanya2 ada virus..wah..kena lah + lagi antivirus : acyclovir.
but hw if its benign / malignant cancer..oh no!!chemotherapy...it gonna be long term treatment and satges ada lah seperti berikut : induction - consodilation - supportive therapy. aaaaaaaaaaa and secondary infection are tend to happen due to immunesuppression..
so i thk and i hope its not cancer!! :)
so hari ne jam 2.30pm ada handball traning!!yay>> hentam saja lah game ne!
jgn ikut hati tai ikut lah brain..think before taking any action..coz hati saya amat tidak betul..mulut dan hati dan brain tidak syncronize.itu ada lah kebodohan yg nyata!!hahah
so okey day will be jus fine..

cheers

thnx for concern and i do apreciated it..tht wat friend for who b there not just to laugh bt as well when u down as well..( maslyn im sure u are reading this )  ..hehehe :) i will eat more sweets thgs..tp jgn smpi gumuk lah kan..hehhehe

Peace of Mind?

trying hard to keep this past few days and remaining days alive..after few days skipping class and God seems knw how i dunt want to skip and yay no atrabotka and no reworkclass for those miss classes!
wat im trying to tell myself tht life not alwz fine,there is up and down.and it just crush so badly this time after few years just  living in nomral life..now its become abnormal.langit tidak selalu indah.mendung hari ne mcm faham2 jer.wanna cry but just too tired to cry.
sumtimes i dunt wanna be myself who cry  so much for internal@ personal matter.
sumtimes man are so MAN.n for them only man can make mistake.and only man deserved to be apologized and only man be able to change to a better  MAN.
it dosent mean women are angle.yes of coz not.but no body perfect.women also deserved " foriveness"..N.B.!! dunt expect all human in this world are the same.ifanyperson example si A ever do "this" mistake and it dosent mean if si B doing "this/ tht" mistake because of same reason..
beliving and giving a chance to other party as well necessary.but its matter of time..either thgs will be better or faded away. i admitted im not perfect and i tend to make mistake and from mistake i learn this meaning of life.
dunt bother to ask wat is going on..just enough to knw im struggeling with my current situation...
kemalangan dlm kehidupan mcm sudah tersurat and tertulis buat ku..
time2 xm,d waktu critical lah semua prob rise up.while my state xm just around the corner there is a time when i feel those sound impossible!!!half way to give up all this..still im praying thgs gonna be just fine..trying harder..for wat?

bone marrow suppression

Wanita hari ini

day just so so so ..period pain yg menimpa kaum2 wanita/ perempuan as me memang tidak best..menjadikan rasa semua ndak kena..and pain ya..pain..!!!
pain usually become severe in morning and evening!!tp tidak sampai lead to pain shock and die!!masi boleh tahan2..?i guess sejak menjadi kurang active tidak seperti d waktu remaja2 hari2 lompat sana sini lari sana sini..tidak pulak sakit..boleh pulak maintain bersukan, even masuk tournament inter apa2 pun confrm yakin boleh.tidak masuk final or ndak menang tu bukan lyn @ bukan anak encik mazlan lah tu namanya!!hahahhaha perasan
skrg sudah tua kah saya?tidak!!confrm jwpn nya tidak

hari ne memaksa diri utk study and reading d hari2 tengah hari and time2 mls mcm ne..bgs jg tidak dpt download betty season 3 espisode 12 and seterusnya..dlm hati berfikir apa mau d download?bawa bersabar lyn!!!
skrg saya sudah rasmi menjadi pesawah berjaya ..kerna memakai kasut phua chukang..tp bukan kuning ahh..anda akan menjadi yakin utk berawah d zaman modern ini!!hahaha will be uploaded soon ah gambr2 itu..

cheers every one have great day

life getting beter if u able to keep smile and make ppl smile

take 5!!

jap2..jap g akan study
one more entry

mempersembahkan satu lagi kucing cute!!

belongs to Dila@dLa

Scottish fold 

Nama saya tabie

ini pulak kucing siapa?hehheheh belongs to no body gambar ini perhiasan semata

ada lagi kucing lain yg baru and latest belongs to sarah tp nnti akan d update yer..

separuh dari group 9 2010 akan membawa ijazah pengurusan kucing sekali..nnti jd dr kucing sekali..heheheh

cheers..

warm welcome kepada kucing2 baru!!

Bacaan Bursa Saham Semasa oleh Bernama

perancangan masa depan..opps bukan lah masa depan sgt pun..perancangan esok..
mau p kelas kah tidak?belum study class esok..dah juga belum hbs reading for tomorw rework class for OBstetric..ala2 sure esok mcm pasar malam and sale.penuh berderet.ok i will be top 5 student to q. :))
thn after atra i wanna zzzzz ( awal nyer decided bila mau zzzz) coz i knw my sleeping time kinda ruin up tonite..tidur jam 7pm sampai 10pm ada lah tidak sesuai langsung!! :) drug itu sgt memeningkan dan menjadikan tidurzz.im taking abt aspirin!! bukan dadah merbahaya!
seua kucing2 time ne sudah zzzzz..ala2 mereka ini sungguh tidak memberi sokongan moral

was on the phone wt nurul and it was kinda slight having analgesic effect.yes things happened kinda fast and beyond of control..personal matter?me?nah i dunt have any personal issue/ matter. so far kucing sehat, tak ada berita yg menusuk2 ate lagi selain daripada almost 2weesk ago my beloved cousion who i feel like my own brother has passed away.pergi yg tidak akan kembali lagi
dalam 2 bulan saja 2 hamba Allah dlm family ku pergi d alam yg kekal selamanya..kadang2 rasa percaya kadang2 tidak yg mereka sudah tiada.hari2 berharap ini hanya lah mimpi.. :) deeply i miss u abg acheq and azil

so other thn this issue semua masih ada bersama2 d bumi ne. :) alhamdulilah

mood swing~=pms ..aisehh..bocor paip..so let my blog thinking wat to think now? to ask for an apologize as well dosent a big matter for me no matter hw my ego is, coz tidak akan menyebabkan mana2 pihak miskin..unless lah ada compensastion seperti deposit rumah ker..kereta ker..or apa2 lah yg memang obviously im broke after my maybnk giving me a problem ( clam sama maybank lah !!)
well jika meminta maaf juga perlu ikhlas kalau tidak sma juga tiada maknanya.

a good friend as well yes who can accepting seadanya dan juga respect dah juga tulus di dlm tansaction ehh i mean dlm apa2 matter..

atra oh atra

p/s : atra/ atrabotka = rework class

Laporan Cuaca Hari ini-kursk,Russia

yes i can feel spring!!! dengan into2 banjir jalan raya yg wet coz semua ais2 batu dan salji cair mencair..hope t2iada lah lagi snowing..
cepat lah masa berlalu..tidur bnyk2 pun masa mcm sama jak..hahahha kah jam ne hbs bettery.ala2 jam d rumah ne memang tak betul pun..:))
perasaan mls utk p kelas tu memang sudah lama menusuk2 kepala otak..ATTN LYN satu  lagi atra yg msimpan dari last sem tu kena buat before 15th April..sem ne punya apa cerita?ala cerita sebelah mata jer lah!!
Orev my little kitten ne masih lagi jalan suka reverse.salah gear ker apa dia ne??2-3 ekor kucing ini sgt lah suka lah membuatkan pagi ku awal sgt..even tak mau bngn!!hhahahha..skrg ne mereka berlari ketepian d bilik ne..sampai lah ke corridor..now pintu luar boleh buka sudah.ndak sudah sejuk sgt kan :)
but weather ne mcm sedative effect pulak to my brain...
winter = sleeping
spring= lazy and sleepy
summer = varies .....

Foundation of friendship = ?

Friends,Friendship and apa2 yg berkaitan has their own definition & terms and regulation as well.bt if u wanna question them up while u having an history of betrayer or apa2 yg sekutu dengannya seperti tidak mahu mendengar nasihat abt benda2 yg lagi terang and bersuluhkan sport light..emm adakah anda masih judged yg terbagus??but perhaps may be YES..Coz i dunt have right and nit judging about this things..:) and yet belum lagi ada promosi besar2an coz for me utl apa promosi.
real friend will dare and brave enough to say anytg face to face rather thn back stabing.y?coz friend are preffer to talk to ech other other thn make an issue or havoc yer..
but mayb foundation of friendship juga berubah..and i m out dated..myb the principle nyer skrg mcm ne..if u rasa tal senang ate jd kita kena lah buat havoc or buat muka dulu thn heboh2 kan..daripada berbincag dulu as a friend..kita bincang secare stranger.and kita juga guna back up singer or back up speaker time buat havoc tu incase apa yg ndak d ckp tak terkeluar.and show innocent face so if org baut judgment u will look just fine.
and im feel sorry for myself coz my friendship's principle kinda outdated.
and back to basic for me if sumone said stop / or telling to shut up or anytgg tht causes distruction and if i still pekak and tuli surely there will be a consequences of it...
for me stil one friend will speak it out among ech other friend and friend rather thn publisity.

Wonderful team ever

no more pressue.life back to normal routine.yay..after so long at last there is a reason and its writen clearly " lyn u should just stay at home,eat,sleep and study if u want to " ..
not to cause more trouble for others are better thn im the causes for the trouble.im not fit enough..cant run..cant get the tactikel..so its time to zzzzz..:) point finger to myself better thn balmin others :) dah tua nak buat mcm mana kan.
so life is life..whch sumtimes push us/ me to make decison accordingly.other are alwz right.
for the past 5 years playing games..from the basic team yg dulu2..sampai tinggal 2 "ketul" itu ayat nurul lah jak yg tinggl and today sekali lagi main d kursk..rasa sgt pressure.and jd lah mengimbau kenangan lama..yen,mandak,pp,chombi,CH,siapa lagi ahh?emmmmm crystal ada kah tht time..ala2 inda ingat..but i miss of of u!!current team as well juga bgs..bouding team juga bgs..cuma belum sampai tahap mcm cari jersy sampai ke section kanak2 adidas lagi lah..hahahhahehehe so here i would like to thanx everyone for being so nice to me and rock the training session.it just not faith to me to play as there is alwz obstacle in it.

so gamabateh all of us..fight till the end

Welcome HoM3 GoegoreV Q.D ( Queen Diamond )

Wat a good day today..end up managed to get Hearty's partner Geogorev Queen Diamond ..family name dia Queen Diamond...she just about 6weeks old but body besar sudah.good..
i hope he will stay healthy~~nnti kita sama2 balik malaysia yer..muaxxx..

put ur hands up!!and say hai..:P

hidu2 rumah baru dulu..

again warm welcome to u orev..and selamat berkenalan with hearty and muffin..:P

GIGI@ StOMaToloGY World over~~

FRIDAY..yes i wake up pretty early..i guess it just coz my biological alarm just had enough power recharged yesterday.:P
somehow im happy to know tht there will be no class tomorrow...Say YES to saturday!! hopefully tomorrow i'll able to find my hearty 's partner.

This morning i came to class about 5 mints earlier..which it is bring so much different esp Morning time.. precious giler okey 5 mint in the morning.hehehe..and I was the first came to the class today..ala2..and the Dr went out for  about 10-15mints sooooo here i was snap2 and snap2 few pics...otherwise i will fall a sleep while waiting for the others.

it's worst thn wat Ugly Betty wearing.this one u wont be able to speak properly coz ur mouth a closed!hahha and u will sound like " radio tiada siaran"hahah

few instrument to pull out ur teeth.or fixing wire on ur teeth.

and this used to heat up ur teeth!kidding heather lah ne..coz our class room quite cold..when does winter gonna say bye to me..i guess those snow are reluctant to say good bye to me as its my last winter here :)

yay stomato class just over!!

nature~`

thursday
date :18 march 2010

right now im promising myself tht after updating my blog insyallh i will get my mood to study .bnyk betul alasan if mau start reading and study. :) aishhh apa mau jd ne..mau jd kucing kah?emm tidak2 tidak2 mau jd kucing coz saya tidak tahan panas ( refer to my lil bro jef coz for his point of view siapa2 yg tahan panas and ndak suka ac tu mcm kucing.) so weired ..but my kiten ndak thn panas ahh..mereka suka salji bebeh!!hahaha

btw just now around 7.12pm local time i was feel so hungry and decided to cook other wise i will be in hunger mode and alasan utk makan lagi bnyk chocolate..oh no no it is not so healthy~~menu for today ( super duper simple just fried fish and fried eggs and rice) simple but yet delicious plusssssss kicap manis cap kipas udang dari malaysia..aaaaaa..yumie..yumie ..jgn kamu tais liur sana ahh ( jgn meleleh2 saliva ya )..

btw while cooking i was look out tru the window and the view just so amaze and remind me of my sister who used to call it as " bulan melimpang" mean lying @ hanging moon..hahahhahah..funny:

eNjoy the pictures and sorry for the quality of the picture :)

Ugly ~

ugly better season 2 episode 16

i ws wonder why does tht bitch charly ( henry's so called wife) tht he has to married with just becoz she is pregnant have similar look like some bitch tht i used to knw.wow ada kah org2 bermuka seperti idung tak jd and kecik2 mcm katak akan memiliki ciri2 utk mejadi org seperi charley itu?yg mana dlm cerita ne charley was actualy mendapatkan sources utk "mengandung " itu dari org lain bukan nya henry yg konon nya bf dia..auuuchhhhh..org2 bida@ mcm katak dan hodoh ada lah candidate utama yg melompat2 mahu menjadi seperti charley..oh charley!!
wow too emotinal lah pulak...well henry look so inocent and good type of guy tapi itu lah juga yg kaki tipu sana2 sini dan~~ jaji2 manis mcm2 yer henry.wow!!patut lah charley meet henry.sama2 palui!!jd jgn d paluikan @ d bodohkan oleh org2 seperti henry and charley
wlpn nampak baik tapi entah apa dlm otak henry itu..BUT charley memang whore.huahuahuahua..even katak@ charley dlm reality out there pun mcm itu.maka tidak heranya.

jadi kepada kamu2 semua, jgn jadi mcm org2 ini.jadi lah manusia.jgn menjadikan alasan utk OPSSSS " Termengandung" utk dpt perhatian atau membuat rampasan harta atau pun rampasa apa2 saja lah.tapi siapa2 yg telah d rampas atau mangsa keadaan katak2 wat to do..mungkin itu dugaan dan percaya lah org2 yg terainaya itu doa nya dan hidupnya akan jd lagi bgs..so lek2 err..katak sama tempurung saja yg ngam@ sesuai.
huahauahuahauhauhau..but utk yg married "termegandung"/ mengandunglag kamu jika sudah bersedia mentally and $$ matter.coz membesarkan anak bukan mcm besar kan anak kucing..opss eeven anak kucing perluakan $$$..so so so cheers everyone

dunt be like charley and henry

FOREX

did u ever heard about forex?only yesterday i was really exploring everything ( opss tipu lah bah kan dlm masa satu hari tau semua pasal junk ne ) or sumthg about forex. yes its really good if u have patience @ kesabaran betul kah ne? oxford dictionary pls..since i dunt have it with me right now..pls comment and corrected it if im wrong ele esle ashibka tam.:) and more thn tht of u its required skill and knowledge to predict, to know what is going on around this world.
btw if u invest for big sum of money thn better u fine a real good broker..but dont question me much about all thsis stuff yet coz im not study the real market yet.no time bro..
but it im having so much free time or lepak2 and goyang2 kaki sahaja dan ada duit apa salahnya buat benda ne..hehehehhee..
well if there is anybody doing it out there..do share info and experience of it

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take it easy..

thanx for those who reading and concern about my writing and content of it or so on..
first of all i am  admitting tht  my writing skill, grammar, and my vocab just so poor..so for those who ever  has/have better skill than mine pls sahre your blog with me so than i can improve mine as well.
so i guess i just should stop writing in english but perhaps another language such as malay and russian ..:) if its wat make reader fell so much more comfortable why not rite ?
 there is one very humble person who were correlating my writing skill and my profession qualification and questioning matter regarding @ sumthg sound like tht " wondering/ wonder tht nowadays  there is lots of unqualified people in medical field " but i choose to Take It Easy ..but somtimes i do believed that respecting and do in a right way is better coz sumtimes do a right thing tht u thk right at a wrong time will turn it to sumthg ***.  :)

makanya gunain juga ya otak kamu jika memang kamu itu dari golongan intelektual yang bisa2 sama saja sama level dewa deh! ngomong gini juga mungkin bisa buat kamu pikirin esok2 aku juga engak bisa ngomong sama pesakit d luar sana..tapi rasanya org itu memang ajak intelek gitu..intelek jgn sampai jelek..

FOr sALE

Summer clearance stock
good bargain..will never get it anywhere even at TEXNOSILA or..M.video..


NB : Microwave as well for sale but no picture available yet ..soon perhaps..
Brand : Electrolux
used for 1 year only of coz  in GOOD CONDITION

espson printer : EPSON STYLUS CX3900
Price : Roub. 1450

TV : ELENBERG
PRICE : Roub 1450 ( price negotiable)

the pink hanging thinging ( i dunt knw wat to called it) sorry :P

Price : Rouble 150 ONLY

book for sale : mircrob text book : Roub 350.00 ONLY

wat else to sale ah?
perhaps winter jackets or any jackets?if want myb u can have a look first..coz basically i dunt knw which one to sell.Coz i love all of Them..hehehe

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glade to share with all of you

no no harm in trying and gv it a try :)

sabtu yg mantap..

saturday and no class~~wat?no class?yup..hahahha it so wonderful when ever there is no class on saturday~~pheeeww..
and there for  this morning we went to "rinak" @ open market to hunt for a cat~~KITTEN~~i went wit Kak hir,sarah and phar..Only phar managed to get persian..3 color punya kitten..cute..
i was fall in love with one kitten...light brown color..but no certificate~
then from rinak we hunt to our fav place Cat association Gloria..yayyayyayayya wat a luck!! baru2 masuk jak ada a bunch of persian..but but but!!too expensive!!luckily i even asked the Gloria's president either its worth to buy or not..and she said NO~~emmm okey..nvm thn wait sumore..today they are so bz and so they were closing early and perhaps by anyday during next weekday we will able to c few other kitten`~plsss im dying to get another 1 more kitten!!!pitty my hearty~~jodoh mu belum sampai sama jak mcm tuan mu~~hahaaa

My day

wednersday..
wakey up and just soooooo sleepy cant open my eyes even tho after shower..damn it.and i can feel like my brain just lack of oxygen..damn!!
but yes My SOS came~~great2..
went to class wit lil of doubt..coz i was fall a sleep while reading my notes last nite..and i was just soooo sleepy head!!
but class went so well and the surgery :  laparoscopic coleysystectomy just so so interesting~~ great2..
thn after class we went to chantal as guys ( kong, julius and minor spronser razis) who treating all gurls in our group for Lunch as belated womens's day which was on the 8th march !..good..ok ok i will baked cheesecake for u guys..just wait for a rite time ya :)
but there is sumthg wrong for the day which i cant xpln..u just hope thgs should be just fine :)

p/s : no pic available yet..sorry

Right/Wrong

when sumthg look perfect bt actually it just nt so..wat will u do?struggle ensure those thgs become perfect?
do it hurt when sumone trying to tell u the right thgs in no matter how harsh or how great the sentence sound like?
but how hurt it is to xpln sumthg tht actually not ur fault or or i cant say is its not wat u want..it just like tht coz the situation rite now is like tht..
sumhow i wish im not me..sumhw im invisible @ halimunan kali ahh..heehe..or sumtimes i wish how possible if i can just reformate everythg..including ths life..
when too much thgs happened in one time..and when u seek for any1 unless to hear but giving u such -ve feed back..
it just dosent sound rite for me..if wanna give ur opinion tht might hurt sumhow pls choose some other time..even if u feel it rite ..RIghtTHINGS AT WRONG TIME..:)
i cant wait to stand by my own and fall down by my own as well..
it makes me wanna choose different distinantion..i will do wat eva its takes to changed ths freaking life..either its all from my anger or wat eva it is..but i alwz thg of it.
revolution needed~~strenght needed..
cry if u want ppl..some ppl might see u such an idiot if u cry everytime problems came up..but if u keep all inside plus with varies of life story it might kill u even more faster thn alcoholic and smoker person

RIGHT THINGS AT WRONG TIME

Bad day..but Allah S.W.T.alwz there for me / us

today such as rough day..moring was started finely..class nt so bad!and after the class was hanging out for a lunch n coffee wt the other gurl in my grupmates.
thn after tht went to Place where i used to withdraw my money since my MAYBANK atm card only can be used at one specific atm machine!!tht sound so f**k up
there is 2 same atm machine ( same bank  called SEBER BANK )..So with my doubt im trying one of the atm machine tht i dunt used to withdraw.coz same bank mah!!thn there was only desplay amount roub 5000 equal to around rm 580.00++
thn i choose another amount 8000roub..thn its nt successful coz max for transection roub 7.5k so i key in another amount roub 7.5k..and the machine desplay transection not accepted!ok nvm
thn i decided to use another atm machine tht i used to.so ok lah i withdraw sana saja lah kan..thn i key in 7.5k roub..unsuccesful ahhh ayo..so i tot it just coz of some bloody maybank prob again..so ok i decided just withdraw 5k roub and thn withdrw again~~
thn the first transection successful.but the 2nd one "NO" how come on my recipe stated no sufficent amount~~aaaaahhh?hw come oh??damn it..thn i feel sumthg wrong sumwher..and thn run back home .( ahhaha no just exazerating it)..cant run doh~~it too slippery.
check on my maybak2u.com..and shitzz crap..the first transection 7.5k was deducted from my acc and and n i dunt have the recipe prove of it~crappy!!crappy!!try calling my dad but cnt reach him~~ahh ala2..panic attack..
call shibu thn..of coz thn i cried..but he just irritating me more~~aya..one of my treatment is cry..yes 1st step for my prob solution is crying!!
after cryin thn call my dad again..and plss plss urgenly make a new acc for me and send new atm card!!and pls dunt forget to acitvated it..and im BROKE!!Broke now~~
dad pls send me some cash!!
if ths shitz not happened my financial jst fine.
after crying again..thn im started to translate necessary thgs before make a report to the bank..luckily the back jst near my house.but its nt a main building for tht bnk.but luckily thy are willing to hlp me out!!and they are one nice russian guy no willing to hlp me tanslate and haave a conversation with the lady bank( hehe sound weired)
he firstly over heard im from malaysia and he look excited but i dunt gv a damn tht moment..and yet was still strugelling wit my broken russian language.
and one moment ..while i was standing for my q..he was right behind me again..and yay..he hlp me out ths time..he been to Indon before..and i guess he was living there for quite somtimes before..and he has small conversation in indon malay .well bisa ngomong..bisa faham ya.
he such a great guy..he dunt even bother to ask my name or ask for anytg in retrun...he jst wanna hlp me out..sinceraly..and he serioulsy good man..he hlp me write a report in russian lang..uhuu..thank God u send me a right person at a right time..
i m so thankful to Allah s.w.t who made my thgs easier even tho i was in trouble and hard time..

Pemergian yg Tak Akan Kembali lagi..Redha

permergian arwah FadhNashriq Sunarto kira mcm 2nd cousion amat d rasai..amat pilu..amat sedih..tidak terkata2..wlpn berita itu agak lambat sampai kepada ku tapi ada sebabnya ya..walaubagaimana pun Alhamdullilah semua sudah selamat d laksanakan d sana.
doa ku sentiasa akan mengiringi mu tidak kira d mana aku atau kamu berada
dia lah antara cousion ku yg terapat sejak dari kecik..childhood ku main2 tembak2..main air..main tapuk2..ehheheh..tu lah umur pun sama kan..dia lah yg paling taiko.coz banyak kami semua 4 ,Afiq,Nina,aku and arwah ..arwah lah yg paling tua..kami 3 semua sama umur ..
sejak semua masuk high school.masuk college semua ada hala masing2..tp itakan kekeluargan sentiasa ada d situ..
6th yg ku lalui d sini memang banyak yg aku teringgal...event2 yg best bersama family..and etc..my limitd time to catch up with everyone somehow make me sad..but bukan beerti lupa kan..
kepergian yg tidak d duga ini amat meningat kan kita semua bahawa kita ini semua yg masih berada d muka bumi ini teruskan lah hidup dengan sempurana..
jadilah hamba ALLAH S.W.T yg taat and setia .
berdoalah ajar kita sentiasa d bawah lindunganNya..berdoalah semogoa Nur and hidayah itu ada pada diri kita


aku terima semua ini sebagai petunjuk dari Nya..

amin

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syndrome oh syndrome!!

my head dosent able to concentrate on wat i m supposed to do now..i need to study.a buch of things..need to reinstall into my brain..to litte time left but too much time keep on been wasted around..shitty of me..
our graduation day and date keep on changing..our state xm as well keep on changing its formate. pls uni and rectore decide it faster!! and pls for those who damn freak wanna take the other non sence xm such as social med pls get ur mind asap!!before i will find u and tell u how i hate this state xm and pull out ur brain!!
belum grad pun but im futher ahead been thinking how my life gona be after graduation..im not looking forward to work and practise my medcine..but at the same time i cant wait for my knowledged to be in minimal level thn push it to maximal level..hahahaa..
pls pray and cross ur finger for my success!! amin

Mengapakah?kenapakah?siapakah?bagaimanakah?

today i would like to wirte in malay ..so sorry for those who do not understand and read malay.:)

hari2 ku kebelakangan ini di temanai dengan radio era online..buang tebait..:)so tengah hari local time russia..tengah sikat2 rambut ada pulak berita cara era..ada lagi lah berita yg melibabtkan penderaan..PENDERAAN KANAK2..kali ini buat kai ke dua perkara yg lebih kurang sama yg berlaku kira2 kurang daripada 2 minggu lalu:
budak berusia 18bulan MATI d tendang sehingg MATI di PADANG BOLA ( AGAIN AS LIKE BEFRORE)..cUMA Kali ne kurang pasti siapa lelaki durjana yg tidak ada akal dan fikiran itu
tersentak sejenak mengharapkan berita ini ada lah berita ulangan yg pernah berlaku ..tetapi malangnya ia nya ada lah yg ke dua.
MENGAPAKAH??mengapakan semua ini berlaku?DI MANAKAH rasa kemausiaan, rasa kasih sayang sesama manusia kini..bukanah kononnya org2 malaysia penuh dengan tata susila,bersopan,dan sebagainya..
apa kah punca semua ini?kalau lah budak yg malanga ini d tendang sehingga mati oleh seorang lelaki yg bergelar BAPA.maka apa kah masalah organisai kekeluargann d malaysia kini?kalau tak mahu anak..jgn kawin..perkahwinan bukan lah kerna nafsu!!
perkahwinan bukan lah hanya kerna kamu sayng menyangi pasangan kamu!tetapi kerna kamu sudah yakin dengan tanggungjwp.
jika org2 ini mempunyai masalah mental!MAKA ada lah d sarankan agar ada lagi satu procedure sebelum berkahwin yakin medical mental check up..
kanak2 juga mempunyai hak..hak mereka perlu d hormati..Jangan berfikir hanya kerna kamu ada lah IBU/BAPA so boleh buat apa saja penderaan mental/ physical!!

dan org ramai yg menyakisikan penderaan yg d lakukan terhadap kanak2..tolong lah bangun dan membantu! jgn berfikir seperti org bodoh juga.yg mengamalkan prinsip aku aku,kau kau..perlu sedar..kamu juga bersalah jika tidak membantu..panggil polis asap, minta bantuan org2 lain2..panggil ambulance asap..dan jika perlu attack ajer org durjana ini!!

tolong lah wahai org2 malaysia hentikan kerja2 gila kamu semua ini..semua gejala2 sosical and sial ini ada lah masalah bersama!!penderaan.pembunuhan.rogol.and ect..bukan lah apa yg kita mahukan sebagai gambaran org2 malaysia..
jika kita asyik bz nak halau2 pendatang tanpa izin kerna konon nya mereka ini jer lah yg bawa mslh..tp lihatkan org sendiri pun buat tahi!!selesaikan semua ini!!


al fatihah buat kanak2 yg tidak bersalah ini

StOrY From heart store...:)

Olla..here i am..since few days i was keep on finding the perfect way to write sumthg tht truly from deep my heart..But there were alwz distruction and bla2..and tody after 'small" break from study ..and guitar hero..thn here i am ..speel out sumthg tht after so long stuck in my mind.
L.O.V.E.
L.O.V.E
Yeah im sure it such an damn real universal word tht everyone LOVE to use.:P
L.O.V.E bring varies definition and story behind that little tiny one word.
here i wanna share some LOVE story of mine..
people who i love are : my mom,my dad,my siblings tht i called as " happy 3 family", did u eva watched happy 3 friend??
 thn u will knw why we are like tht..haahhahaha..benci2 sayang bah...marah2 pun sayang..
there is classic love story..abt how my dad mate his gf..they met at high school..wow..high school lover..ehemm2..after my dad move to mixed school SMKL from st anthony after having some issue back at his old shcool which im not interested to share it here..it was passed issue.:P and not important in ths Love story :)
my dad seems reallt deeply in love with his gf and they are get married in early age..Tarrra....so yeah my dad married my mom lah..there was another reason why my mom married at early age,emmm coz my late grandma from my mom asked so..as tht moment she suffered from chronic colon cancer@ any other intestinal part i m not so sure.and my mom said my late grandma really do look like her..eeee:)
i love my the only sister i have, Nana..who now are growing and become more matured :P
i love both of my lil bro boy who nw alwz accompanying me driving around in labuan, makan mcd,mkn ice cream malam2..hehehehhe..and chit chat of coz.
oh and my another lil bro who alwz neglacting when he abt to knw tht im abt to fly off to russiamy lil bro who i missed to see him growing..he jst abt 4 years old by the time im decided to study in russia and now he already  almost 10years old..
i cant wait to be with my family again..b with my siblings and having semi normal life back..after 6 years been apart.. im a big sister in the family and soon wow..i need to be independent and be 'sumone" in the family..moga2 di permudahkan semua nya.amin

how abt another LOVE Story of mine?
it sound awful sumwhere..hhhahahahha..but a true love tht i alwz pray and hope to get is Love from God who will never forgetting me no matter how my life was in the past,presently and in future.
another love im looking for is from sumone who can accept the way i am, accepting my family and respecting everythg n everytg

i wish my other family member as well could understand the value of Love.which cant be measure by $$$$$$$..kerna $$$$ tidak akan d bawa mati ke kubur ya..rezeki itu akan sentiasa terbuka and d murahkan lagi jika kita tidak lah sgt berkira/ kedekut and asyik berfikir $$$ and harta itu akan berkurangan jika d gunakan bersama dengan bijaksana..
$$$$ if foundation of life..BUT jika itu ada lah hak bersama maka jgn d gunakan sendiri..kerna itu lah ada nya zakat and etc..

p/s : sorry if there is some are out of topic..but it just cross of my mind..

bersedekah
berzakat
dan apa2 lah yg patut and berkaitan dengan nya ada lah sesuatu yg mulia


L.o.v.e

they are just so adorable.

here are few latest picture of my little cat Hearty and some other new kitten in the house...opss i mean kitten club ya.its belong to my lovely friend here in kursk..and my housemate Diana she just bough a kitten as well last weekend..so so so ..i hope i will get another kitten soon..

my hearty : kena grooming..bulu nya sangkut sana sini..coz dia ndak suka kena sikat..mcm mana tu?heehehe

Apil..my friend, farhana just bough her about a week..:)

apil tidur ada gaya beb..

apil and abbi

apil again..cute yer..background purple ..hahaha poyo

belum ada nama lagi ne..belongs to my my housemate Diana..love this little kitten..Damn Cute!!!

Eid al-Mawlid an-Nabawi

to all muslimin and muslimah..eid mawlid an nabawi or eid maulidurrassul..as remembrance of our prophet Rasullullah S.W.T

here in russia..i dunt feel it much..rmm or myb i dunt feel it at all..coz no celebration or wat so eva.btw yet i still remember coz ppl remind me..well its better thn nothg..:)

too little time..but too much time wasted

again i just realize how soon my final state xm will be..yet still i cant focus..not even yet started look at the xm list question.i dunt where to begin..but im reading and study..more to my own understanding.BUT im worry abt classification thinging esp its invaded by Russian ..arrrrghhhhh..i hope Mdm larisa will be able to hlp my brain to compile all the info become a real info and as she said her job is to ensure we ready to bring all the knowledge as in a big luggage to our clinical life..wow..so inspiring..and burning on a dancing floor.. 
time tick tok..tick tok..tick tok.and yet i cant managed.alwz hope tomorw is the day for my changed..lets pray..insyallhh

after long weekend break~~

feel so lazy to wake up in the morning..and my body still paining there and there after the physical training last weekend..damn!! :) and actually nothing much to share today rather thn today we have patient wit diagnosis : final stage of kidney failure who will undergo kidney transplantation abt 6months from now.arterial venous fistula are alrdy transplant and ready for hemodiaysis( utk cuci darah ). prognosis are good even in final stage of kidney failure according to GFR rate . coz she is young 30years old and in good general condition and no other organ are affected..insyallh she will be fine.


and today ... :) we meet Dr prosolov to" hand over" present to him as f or "men's day ) hehehe...blushing and tersipu2 dia.. hahahhahaha...well hope he will remember all of us alwz :) amin


i guess my brain are hypoxic today coz i keep on feel sleepy..tht too bad!! 


p/s : dad pls..pls..read and reply my sms asap..the bloody maybank atm card seems giving me trouble here..only a few atm card can read my card now..it was just fine when i was in europe..if possible pls send me any card tht can be used internationally :) 

Fist trial infinity downline

check out this link : no harm :P

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im kinda new and looking forward to invite new members..well i guess since its my first time try to join this kinda of stuff and  i did asked around those who join this..so i have confident to join this..insyallh jika niat itu betul..maka akan d permudahkan lah ekk..nt to become a millionair..just to try..

good luck evryone

Dr/ Sir Prosolov ..

 last saturday  we having class on saturday,its kinda victory if there is no class on saturday!my beloved teacher Dr prosolov just cant "dismiss" us on saturday@ cant stop missing us ??hahahha..btw this morning i was damn lazy and it took me abot 15mint on the bed to think either wanna go class or not? thn i has to go by cab ..lambt suda bah and mls mau jln..

im feel so luck to be in class today COZ sir/  Dr Prozolov was totally different today..he become so nice to us..having conversation abt life..he wonder why we dunt hv bf/gf / just get along with russian ppl here..hehehe and he dunt believe tht we still not mastering the language..ahhaah..coz we have bog barrier here..international student and classes are separated frm other russian student..:) he look more cuter and handsome once he changed to be sumone more approachable ..cehhhh..its not only my view ya..the other of my group mate also said so ..and coz of it we were decided to gv him present as for 'Man's day'..:)

and today seems the first time eva happened when Dr Natalia seems begging to teach us for the other week of therapy cycle..hahahha..there is another story behind tht..which im not interested to write here.


as conclusion : im happy for every single thgs happened :)

MY name is ...

i just watched hindi movie after suggested from my friend who also watched it wit english subtitle..
movie title : MY NAME IS KHAN..main acctress : Shah rukh khan and kajool..yay..great..both of them are my fav hindi actress and of coz once they togthr in the movie it makes the story more spices..HOT..HOT..
First class story line..not economy class...( sound indian)..hahhahahha:)) no offence.
do u guys wanna me share the story line? ok gv u some hint ya..its kinda based on real situation tht happened last  time back in america since the 11/sept incident..how muslim has been treated..and etc.story are cover almst every aspect : family,love,religion,humanity and more and more..u guys should dwnld it..but since it is a new movie so it wont hv the dvdrip quality yet.but due to my " CANT WAIT!!" I just downloaded it n watched it..

MY NAME IS KHAN AND IM NOT A TERRORIST


enjoy

ugly betty

i guess im so out dated lah..coz im just started watching this ugly bettey series ( english version ya)..i did watch the Spanish version long time back ago..emmm over 10 yeears ago i guess..while i was bck in hight school..gosh i can remember how i been waiting every 4.30pm to watch tht series on tv..hahahahaha..now evrythg download jer..:)) i guess the story line will be about the same as previous betty..and so far wat i can remember the betty here in english version emm do really look like previous betty~~

ok who eva watched it till the latest season now..dunt bother to tell me how to stories look like..coz keep it surprise for myself.hahaahha..

on the way bck from class today after such a long day in hospital i was thinking abt Blair..Blair Waldrof in Gossip Gurl series..emmmm out of now way..coz actually she not tht bad in that story,coz there is ppl who sucker thn her character in ths real life~~:))

mY heart feel sumthing..

Introduction of the day : i so surprise me when Dr prosolov call my full name " Mazliana " for the 1st time correctly..emmm okey..and he asked me " Why were u absent yesterday " and i replied him " i was fall down on the snow sir" with my big smile~~and again he replied me " OH okey..be careful next time " hahahahha okey nothing smell so scandalous ..coz mdm elena was there.. :))


ok my main point here is : i was on the phone wit my mom,my sis and my lil bro..there is few thgs i wanna talk abt wit them actually 1. i want to knw wat game are they bough there..emm i heard my bro buying a drum set.( GAME ONE ya) not yet buying the real set..


2. i wanna inform my mom my graduation date wish is its gonna be on the 28th JUNE 2010..Yay...scared!!


btw in between the conversation with my mom, she was telling me abt my dad condition..health condition..emm its the only perfect time to talk abt it since he is not around my mom now..he went to tawau and sipadan.okey have fun there thn~~my mom told me tht my dad having sudden loss weight,pale,nocturia,  and often feel sleepy,pale. as medical student while taking medical complaint frm patient it so much important in oder to make a diagnosis..but when it come to ur family member..it more to fear..fear to knw the exact diagnosis..and yes i knw my dad having DM ( Diabetis melitus ) @ high sugar in blood..everytime i ask him..he will tell me he is fine..and all are normal.he even has his own glucosemetry at home..so he can monitor himself.
but he so reluctant to take medicine for it..as family history pre disposition to have DM and etc..im suggesting him to take medicine..and today i was able to xpln my mom the pathogenesis and the possible complication..but i knw my dad wont listen to me..and im insist my mom to persuade our panel Dr to xpln again to my dad..if he cant do it..it so frustrated things coz as a DR we shuld be able to do it..coz pain and tears are part of our life..and bla2..we need to have the strong point and power even it hurting ur patient but the main thing is to ensure and to safe ur patient life..one day ur patient will thank full to u aS DR..
And it more painful for Dr if patient are reluctant /when the treatment are unsuccessful..
and so do i as his daughter is so tearful when i get to knw my dad are still reluctant..pls i need u to take the medicine.you should knw how much I love u and how much evryone..and ech of ur children love u~~as much u love us..and it might more and infinity~~~


and i was telling my mom my wish to continue studying ..she seems reluctant..she wants me to b in msia.yes so do i ..i promising my self i will only continue studying if i get sponsorship..coz i knw its time for my other siblings to use money ya~~) insyallh God knw better wat is the best for me.




no matter wat i write now to overcome my feeling abt my dad..it just dosen't go..remain here in my heart..i pray for you and my other family members for our good health and wealthy and etc.


there is some other things tht im not share it here.but just let i keep tht one..


everyday is a love day..for us to show our love towards all ppl we love..


and i love all of u who love me 




cheers everyone


p/s : will play guitar hero as much i can to overcome ths feeling~~ :))

Important of ortopedic care

there is some important things tht i would like to share about ....

today after my therapy class which i was abt dying to keep my eyes open widely..i just so sleepy..but at the same time knw tht it so much important to keep on listening to the case study tht conducted abt joint diseases...which Dr larisa correlated it with LORD OF THE RING character..she just so dedicated and has such great skill in delivering and sharing her knowledge.:)

well wat much important story of the day is ..after class i went to accompanying dila to the orthopedic pharmacy there u can get consultation as well for free.tht the best part about russia...senang kan jumpa pakar.btw ..ortopedic mean pakar tulang2 ..dila was suggested to visit this clinic coz of her complain of flat foot.

here link which u can have a look at abt flat food :

http://orthoinfo.aaos.org/topic.cfm?topic=A00173

so so ..alang2 sudah ..i also insist to ask the dr opinion abt my frequent back pain..or kind of muscle stiffness which not so pronounce as before after using the ortopedic matters support. than she want to have a look at my foot as well.coz it may b causes by the abnormalities on ur foot or anytg related..emmm and its kinda im having 1st degree of flat foot and my great toe kinda inwards towards my 2nd toe knw as HALLUX VALGUS..reffer her http://footandankle.mdmercy.com/conditions/bigtoe/hallux_valgus.html..bt mine nt as bad as in the picture on the side ya..:)

so to corrected it : The dr recommended us to wear the ortopedic insoles :

    ortopedic insoles : different type of foot will need different type of it .

and to corrected my hallux valgus : Dr recommended to wear sumthg like rubber thgs tht i need to put in between great toe and 2nd toe:

   tht the things..the white rubber stuff..:)

                                          sorry for the background.

total of buying all ths thing about 1002ROUBLES ONLY.= RM 136.00  still i guess it worth emm after 5% discount as medical student and + free consultation~~ 

so i thk its enough regarding my ortopedic story.anythg feel to free to ask me..:))

good day everyone

Long Time ago : on the way from Paris to moscow/kursk via london

okey here we begin with it was on the 2nd feb 2010,location holiday  villa, 3 star hotel own by datin ... tak ingat nama, so obviously its own by malaysian women, and so proud of it.they have few branches in malaysia especially.and i would like to recommended to any1 who might have trip to paris, and its better to booked online as price for online booking better than direct/ walk in price.here are link tht u might used to a booking side :http://www.holidayvillaparis.com/, or u may tru under  thie side http://www.booking.com/, which u can easily fine and good deal for hotel prices.and there is few other side that u might have a look. thru my experience its worth to do online research before u travel.same goes to air line fare..but i was making last minute trip decision so i have to pay almost full fare,but still the price not so bad .
ok here we go..back to the main story. on tht day diana and i seems so reluctant to fly back to russia..gosssh..the feeling surely wast tht good all the time when eva we start thinking abt kursk esp.Diana is my housemate and my partner in crime for ths eurotrip!!haahahaha..and due to my sudden planning to go back to msia..my head started to wanna burst out thinking on how to changed my booking ..my emirates open ticket from moscow to kl.was thinking to buy one way ticket to msia frm london but it seems so expensive..but its not easy as well to changed my moscow- kl coz it less thn 24hours notice.emmm so so so the feeling getting worst ..mixed up feeling mau balik msia juga!mahu juga!!and tak nak balik kursk!!tidak~~~~~~~~ so since after done packing my head keep on thinking ech possible way to go fly bck to msia..even went to nearest travelling agency.but it seems all are expensive!ok i dunt feel interested to continue abt ths sad story.

ok while i was panic abt ths damn planning , Diana tried to reach our friend back in kursk to fine us a cab for us from moscow-kursk.dah mls nak naik train!! kes malas dah ne~~and time tu lah credit phone tak ada!!so shitty rite..nasib lah kan leh guna internet there..so try to reach kak farah and kak hir tru fb..and yes..we got it!!ok so one prob settle

so so so after tht we started feel hungry.its abt lunch time!so we decided just to grab anytg from lafeyyate area..hug shopping mall kinda like harrods standard.u can get all designer stuff!!wow..and near by there we found one indian restaurant.ok hentam saja lah.mls sudah.and the kinda manager or owner of the restaurant was asking where we were frm..of coz we are from malaysia..and thn out of now way he suddenly mention abt Shah Rukh Han..emm i guess i spell it wrongly.and i was kinda blur and say ooooooohh yes yes..hahahhaha thn he started explaning me tht most of the bollywood actress ever been to his restaurant..and he even show us all those pics after we finish our lunch!!wat a story

okey thn we went for small shopping there..and and thn run back to the hotel as our driver from the hotel will drive us to airport at 4pm.

it was only 1 hour flight paris-london. thn in london i tot it supposed to be long transit.but it wasnt.just abt 1 hour plus.luckily did check on the boarding pass.if not we will like spending more time on choosing wii/ box ..emm we managed to grab x box and 2 guitar hero ..yay!!thn we left abt 20mints before boarding time, and there i was just realized shitzzz I LOST MY JACKET~aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! no.check it out bck at the toilet and there is no more there~wow..where is my jacket.how can i forget abt it.its not journey back to msia..its to russia..where there is bloody bad weather! went tru lost and found counter and yes i get my jacket back.i tot i was almost miss my flight..and if tht happened myb tht mean i shuld just fly bck to msia! hahaah

thn reach moscow after 4 hours flight.and yet i wasted few hours emm myb 1 hour to double confrm my ticket   either i can fly back to msia or not..but end up the result was NO..okey..it was fucking shitzz feeling..cant xpln it.i was so sad,not so tired but prefer to sleep bt its kinda cold!the damn driver keep on open up the window for fresh air.and best part when he said he is sleepy and need fresh air to make him awake.WTF.Why dunt he just let me drive since its an auto car!asiiiihhhhh..thn there is one point when he was drive tru one area which full of snow.and i tot okey it might be a small short cut road.BUT Its not when the car suddenly stuck and seems stuck on the snow!!and yes we are stuck on the snow and ice!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..it was took us abt 30mints ..trying and trying..he tried to push the car.and i handle the gear, accelerate and control the steering..but i dosent work ..untill one point 3 of us , diana,the driver and  i tried to pull the car ..wat a funny thgs..wt the snow..the ice..and it was CCCCCCOOOOOLLLLLD..!! Almost feed up!!and almost asked him to walk to the main road and asked for hlp.But luckily there is the truck tht used to clean the snow on the road side..yes!! Saviour of the day!

thn we able to reach kursk around almost 3pm local russia time..it wasnt a good feeling but at last we reach kursk after all ths shitty crappy thgs tht happend!:P

Eurortip 2010

undecided trip ..and last minute preparation dosent turn out tht bad~~ due to recession everyone bcom'e stingy @ kedekut..aishh.but end up due to sympathy maka d benarkan lah juga pergi..but seriously i believed if travelling by our own money tht we earn myb lain pulak cerita n rasa nya kan :)) well as final year student insyalh i feel thankful and great wit this trip

we been to : London, Amsterdam and Paris ...
London is my 2nd visit and yet i still love London..and the oxford street ~~~~haven..
Amsterdam and paris are both place tht i alwz dream to go~~and yay..end up dpt juga pergi..
Amsterdam i shuld come back again..wasnt have enough time~~ :) but the experience was so great!!
even finding way how to reach Paris from Amsterdam was really challenging and fun!! till today i still woder.do they only have one train company to Paris from Amsterdam / Brussel and near by places..train fare Ams- Paris by Thyls train almost cost about 130eruo ++ one way per person..
end up we finding another route : amsterdam -brussel ( 24euro) and thn brussel - paris again only by thyls but ast lest it was cost only abt 60euro..so total wont be as expensive as Ams- Paris..
thyls train such as fast train and providing Wifi  inside the train and only took us 1 hour frm brussel to paris.even almost miss the train incase we get stuck in brussel center station..so reminder and info for anyone who wann travel internationally frm brussel.dont stop at brussel central station but the next one called brussel-zuih ( sumthg like tht lah..cant remember).

Paris was such a country tht i eva wish to stayed and get PR..but i thk i changed my mind
btw Paris still such as great place to visit..esp those who love shopping but this time we more into visiting museum ( lourve museum ,effil tour, cathedral and of coz Desneyland )..kids shuld go to Desneyland..even i love it esp the adult section..wow..fantastic..all the rides was shaking my brain and my soul..love it..
and yg mahal nyer tu..we did meet up few of our unimate KSMU here and few other malaysia yg sombong giler..and ada juga sgt friendly..terjumpa gan malaysian yg used to be stayed at same hotel Holliday villa tht happen to be their parents tht on the morning before we leaving to desney asking where we goin..emmm really wat such a small word..

nigh tour paris was cool..really cool~~

sudden planning to fly bck to msia after ths trip didnt turn up as how i wish...ticket so expensive!!

btw overall i love this trip ...with all the memories..fall down at the escalator Auber @ opera station just a sign as we shuld at least have a look at the opera building..

thanx to Holiday villa's receptionist who were kinda really helpful ..

:)

NeVer be Ready

never be ready?


obviously im not ready to end my first sem as final med student..coz day by day my desired for reading just be in critical level..
getting doubt do i can do it..the weather and environment just so chalenging..wintter really make my barin froze and lazy to get up frm my bed and the comforter just so so lovely esp early in the morning!!damnn
never be ready to b an independent gurl..opss yes im still a gurl but not a little gurl any more and not yet a women.turning 25 years old this year 2010 seeems just a matter of no and not more thn day.
luckily my friend around here in russia just same as me who never realized abt our age coz obviously spending 6yearars just to get a medical degree just make us feel like we in high school insted of uni life~~heehhehhe..
not yet ready to b in another level of relationnship coz : graduate pun belum....kerja pun belum..duit pun tak ada..and on top of it..belum puas dengan kehidupan..


so far im thinking of skip the HO n continue my post graduate study..anyone any idea where ( which country/ which uni should i go?)..will it be a good idea? which shcoolarship pogram should i apply to?
im expecting PG ( POST GRAD) study abt 3 years...myb in O&G ( obstetric and gynecology)..any of my fellow friend pls do let me if u guys have any idea or info abt ths PG thinging..

Apa kah pengertian kehidupan?

sebagai manusia ini apa kah yg sebenarnya kita inginkan d dunia ini?
ada kah perlu d bahagikan kepada sub2 mengikut kepentingan?well no idea actually
apa kah makna sebenar kebahagian?adakah sekadar cukup lah ada keluarga yg lengkap : father,mother,siblings,etc
apa kah parameter yg d gunakan utk mengukur nya?rasanya tiada ..
tapi jika d tanya ada kah org mahu jadi miskin?hina?emm i dunt thk so..emm apa pulak jika d tanya ada kah org mahu kaya?and d sanjungi?
berapa ramai akan berkata tidak mahu kaya..tidak mahu jd d sanjungi?/ kaya and tak perlu d sanjungi/ 
tiada siapa yg akan pernah berasa cukup dengan apa yg d miliki hari sini selagi tidak tahu bersyukur. ini hanya lah renungan.


inferior complex just circulate tru all my vessel and nerve..y? myb to public to xpln..kerna itu lah saya tahu bahwa bukan mudah utk tahu bersyukur.
sesungguh nya tidak sabar utk menunggu kan saat d mana sudah bisa berdiri d kaki sendiri and melalui hidup ini dari bawah hingga ke tahap yg d impikan.tapi mampukah/ bisakah lalui kehidupan yg sukar itu
permulaan kehidupan sendiri sentiasa mencabar..takut maknanya belum ready.:) tapi rasanya bersusah2 skrg bersenang2 kemudian itu betul..eeee..sakit kepala..sakit perut and sakit hati pun ada jika fikirkan semua ne~
keindahan kehidupan selagi bukan dari hasil sendiri sama rasa seperti berhutang..sama sreperti loan yg bayar installment.:) bagai mana mahu membayar jasa and pengorbanan itu?semoga kejayaan ini dan segulung ijazah ini akan sedikit membayar 10% of pengorbanan / loan tak berbayar kepada  mereka yg d kenali sebagai "keluarga" :)


lihat lah diri ku kerna aku..
bukan kerana kulit ku,
bukan kerna warna rambut ku,


terima lah aku seadanya,
sebagai teman,
sebagai kawan,
hanya kerna kamu memerlukan aku.


tiada warna ,
tiada corak ,
tiada apa,
hanya ada pengertian
pengertian kehidupan,
kehidupan yg ada pasang dan surutnya.


coretan ini hanya kerna ia coretan yg ikhlas


xoxo

YeAr 2009 cLOSING aCCount

i just feel like gain back my energy to write here...what should i write first my  year 2009 conclsuion or my new year story?
well i guess i shuld make a closing for year 2009 1st.
i feel year 2009 fly so fast ..really2 fast..coz it seems like the day i celebrate new year 2009 back in Uk just a few  months back ago.but the fact its alrdy 12months ago~~wow..

janury2009: celebrating new year around UK...nothingham,bermingham,manchester and london
thn fly back to malaysia celebrating my cousion afiq "s big day

febuary: started my 2nd semester 5th year..i guess nthg much important tht day..rather thn i was saying bye2 to all my lovely friend mummy yen and chombi as them bck to msia for good~~mau jd dr sudah tu time tu

march: nothg interesting..all same old story

april : Volgo games intervasity among malaysian student around russia..well yay..my team won gold medal for futsal..wat a great revange after bad story a year before..well all are happend for reason

may: atra times..to clear all miss classes..

june: xm mode..xm time..and 19th june i guess i alrdy flew off to msia ...cant really remember!!

july/august: summer break + attachment at Queen Elizebeth kk,Sabah..it was great oliday even tho most of my time still away from my love and family~~yay!!



september : month tht i wont be happy wit coz it a month tht i hav to fly bck to russia!!every time the fellin dosent feel good..it more thn sour and worst thn bitter~~but this time i dunt hv so much pressure coz i knw insyallh itwill be the  finale one!!
and wat im in final year alrdy??wah tak percayanya

okt/nov/: all same story again

dec: emmmm same all same...my birthday and gettin older~~thnx for the big present frm my family..well no boday wanna uplod the pic for me..nvm..
and end of year 31st dec was sumwhere in moscow ...:))


conclusion : i dunt really feel like it end of 2009..it just so relaxing year for me~~even there were up and down..bt its normal..

Tired to the max

today after so long i feel so tired,which i myself cant even resist abt it.after futsal tranning it just seems like i cant even standing i just wanna lie down..hw bad it was..i was supposed to buy stuff fot tomorrow makan2..but end up i decided to go home first and at least rest few mints or at lest send my sport beg and thn go out again..but it just unbelievable i straight away laying down on the floor with tht thin blanket and srazu fall asleep..damn...+ headache and fever..asiihhh it so shitty ok..so mean all my plain gone~~ i thk i wont b able to baked cheese cake!

my love hearty alrdy home..after 5days witout my hearty..uhuhuhu..btw thanx to anuty dathy who was taking care of my little hearty~~

well im still tired

cerita2 moscow trip nnti jer lah yer.

cheers

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010