nippon spree around??

wow nippon looking around to find lucky blogger for make over??wow exciting...hope i'll find rite time to write and to upload pic..6 months ago just rite after graduated and stay at home for good for about 3 months just drove me to make over my own room which i never really border before..that moment i just can believe that i decided to paint my own room..and yes i did that..i still remember how funny it was when i was about to purchase the paint color..hahhaha super2 cool..i almost bought  10liter paint which i think can use to paint 1/3 of my whole house??which basically i just need around 2 liter or even lesser than tht..how easy it was painting my own room..my dad even tough i just make such a joke to paint my own room.hahhaha
check out my old entry i did uploaded few pic after make over :)
well now im in sandakan and sleeping in such bored room again..

well cross my finger tht i can join for this nippon competition..anyone interested too?? lets check it out jst click on my nuffnang ..CLIK2..

my head

too much things in my head..all are mixing like a mix fruits juice..hahahahhahha.what do i want in this life?perfect life with dull background? happy life but just moderate life style?aisehh...btw im happy with my simple life that im having now..even though sumtimes i get feed up with my routine work dealing with people who sumtimes drive my crazy..every morning aim to finish my round in 1 hour for average patient 5-8 patients..on weekend once covering postnatal yay whole ward is mine..for instant tomorw i'll covering postnatal on weekend..wth..
every moments i just wish to remain calm and smile ~~

im back

wow..after so long never updated my blog..where were I? too bz with work!!choose to sleep other thn surfing..choose to go out eat and lepaking rather thn surfing..wow..sound nurdy2?..basically it was nice escape..tup tap tup tap without realizing it..its already 6 months im here in sandakan and working as HO.life so different since than..but deeply im still stuck and pray to God to creat better life for me in future.
everyday i hope for a better things in future.my head still messed up with lots of things but i dunt have time to sort it out.life could be so confusing and so so uncertain ..damn!!!
arrrghhhh can in run away???? :P