nothing much to upadate..been bz recently since last 16th sept after attending medical camp at kg mentawago, kinabatangan..last sunday went to sukau,kinabatangan for sunday escape with my friends in crime..not much words can be describe but im just soooooooo happpy :)
i just officially bck to work last night,begin my duty with night duty ( 10pm till 12pm next day )..its begin with super good impression for myself as i had grade 4 bedsore..alhamdullilah.well its sound shitz on the next day morning for morning round as i begin to stuck rEADing case notes..well there is pro and cons for shift system as we wont be able to follow up patient condition. we will get assigned to diff ward and diff cubicle probably.so will c different patient during ech shift. how can posibally i'll be able to read all case notes ech time attending " new patient".best part as my department implementing 3 shift compare to other dept tht will only implementing 2 shift ( 6am till 4pm and 3pm till 12pm next day ) it sound suckss..it dosent much different to normal working hours.
best part is when i can roamming around after nite shift..for instant example..i had bunch of time just to roaming around looking for tv which end up bought a new hd tv..well im satisfied with it..yeah can enjoy more at home~~
cuti raya aprox around 10days seems not enough and too short.not enough to heal few scar and to calm wt ever yg ribut.well at least i can felt ths raya so meaningful as my family gathered peacefully and few thgs tht cnt even b explained by words.
currently im stranded at kkia as my flight bck to sndkn delayed about 1hour 15 mint frm actual schedual.
hati ne memang berat utk balik,terlalu bnyk benda yg tidak pandai2 selesai.kekadang terasa tdk tertanggung.terasa benar berat nya setiap saat itu.terlalu bnyk anasir dan khurafat d luar sana itu.ya allah berikan lah aku ketenangan dlm kesusahan ini.perkenankan lah doa hamba mu ini.
sakit yg tidk dpt d gambarkan ini kekadang menjdkan aku memilih utk berdiam kerna tidak tertahan rasanya.
aku masih bersyukur memiliki seorang wanita bernama ibu yg masih ada d sisi dan memahami kesukaran idup ini.
mahu atau tidak,aku masih percaya i'll get bck my life.im not scared to b ths way and to remain ths way..amin.
