OKU

hari ne balik dari peds @ children hospital after melayan karenah budak2 yg memang mcm2 naik bus mcm biasa...hiding to steak house...but d jadikan cerita tiba2 ada a bunch of kids with teacher i guess naik bus tu juga..emm senyap jer budak2 ne yer.tak kecoh mcm biasa..bising lagi malaysian ne.!!hehehhe.mereka memang cute lah..dah 2 of them sitting next to me..there were around 7 years old i guess..sekali pandang to this crowd..rupanya mereka budak OKU..( org kurang upaya) bisu..there look very fluent in their sign language..but dlm bnyk2 tu ada satu budak tu tak bisu but she can communicate well using the sign language..great..

itu saja lah cerita hari ne..kurang berminat utk menjadi pengulas..mengulas atau apa2 yg sewaktu dengannya..

esok ada pediatric practical skill..puh kana puh kiri..lepas lah aku esok...amin

Andai ku tahu

Did u ever heard of this song title Andai ku tahu -Ramle sarip ..first time i heard this song Was this afternoon while i was cooking sambil2 layan radio era...emm goshh this song really touch my heart and soul..seriously im scared of this life and all my sin all this while..lets pray for our Nur and Hidayah from Allah SWT..sebelum terlewat..

and now again 0001 im listening to this song and its kinda gv me some relieve and i feel much better..and even can forget all things tht hurt me the most for all this while..

amin.

semoga kita semua ada lah org2 yg beriman dan sentiasa dekat bersama Nya

Nur kasih@kaseh

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in my kitchen

around this clock im still awake..study?in the kitchen?hahahhaha for sure no lah kan..dah kata wireless dlm tandas pun can online lah..but today i just cant stay in my room nor study..so here i am in the kitchen baking cheese cake..too kill time till time passed away..( peribahasa cikgu surgery Sir Ganedy)..
ok so apa kaitan dengan tajuk nur kasih ne?tiba2 jer suka2..tiba radio era mainkan lagu ne before solat subuh ( malaysia hour lah)..emm teringat pulak siri nur kasih ne..cukup menyentuh jiwa..
siapa kah aku dlm cerita itu?noor ker?jauh api dari panggang lah bak kata pepatah..jika mampu menjadi seperti Noor Alhamdullilah..at the same time tak nak pulak mcm Katerin..( kenapa? coz dia nampak mcm jahat ker?) tapi sekurang2nya dia juga berubah d akhirnya..bukan kah itu juga satu kebaikan dunia dan akhirat?

di kala hati partially unstable..aku berdoa semoga aku mampu menjadi seorang yg tabah dalam kehidupan ini.redha dengan apa juga yg tertulis dalam kehidupan ini tidak kira bagaimana sukar dan pahitnya..kerna itu juga lah masih mampu tersenyum di hari ini walapun tiada siapa tahu apa dalam isi hati ini..ceh poyo jer..

tidak salah untuk berduka cuma biarlah ia tidak sehingga memudaratkan...perjalanan hidup tiada siapa yg tahu..kerna telah terbukti dlm hidup ku ...tanpa semana2 saudara terdekat teman sepermainan telah pergi meninggalkan kami sekeluarga hampir sebulan lebih yg lalu..hingga hari ne rasa tidak percaya..rasa ingin menangis pun ada..rasa tidak percaya kerna aku d sini d bumi Russia ini dan hanya mampu berdoa ..dari jauh aku Doakan semoga Arwah abang Achik sentiasa Di cucuri Rahmant dan di tempatkan d golongan org2 yg soleh..

sorry lah if entry kali ne kurang sesuai atau apa...cerita ini hanya lah sebagai keluhan dari dalam hati yg tidak bisa d ungkai dengan kata2..cuma dalam tulisan..myb coz i like to keep thgs with myself ...aiseehhhh....but here there is no limitation on writing and hope it wont bordering anyone out there..

cheers...

was lost in action

sorry to my lovely reader out there..wasnt able to update my entry for ths past few days ..no idea and nooo mood to write..im worry if my entry will be sound do lame and full of sad story and make everyone feel bored and so on..ok so lets begin a new week with sumthg better and fresh.

yesterday, sunday i was having a small walk around my house area..bosan2..and i saw two middle age guy which i guess both of them are blind..but  bukan kali pertama tengok org2 buta ne jalan dengan yakin nyer aroud bandar kursk ne...but this time its seems they are quite lost in direction..jarang jalan sini kot..jalan raya ne lurus jer pun..cuma tepi2 ada bangunan dan jalan2 kecik sikit lah...ada bunga2 and all..so so so mereka ne jalan satu org pakai tongkat tu dan satu lagi pegang bahu si kawan ne lah..jalan punya jalan semakin ketepi pulak.mcm hampir2 terbabas sudah ne..so i become panic..alamak.mcm ana nak tolong ne..my russian soo poor..worried if i just gonna make them scared..but i jst stop and look at themm...and i hope there is some other russian who gonna lend their hand.myb coz russian lain tengok i stop and buat muka2 sedih..so there was 1 gentleman lending his hand and guide them..so tidak lah berasa bersalah..yes... thank God.

hw abt today story?nothing much..it just a normal day~~~

aku masih tidak bisa

hari ne pegi kelas mcm biasa..biasa aja..masih merepek2 dlm kelas sambil2 berusaha siapkan patient case history..comel lah patient kali ne kan..cuma malangnya saya juga tidak sehat.so tidak perlu lah ckp bnyk2..cukup lah check pulse,and ascultation..good boy..no ronchi..no wheezing and all..lung clear..emm but im curious why does this lil boy prescribed with inhalator?ler..bilda pulak budak nye kena asthma?emm myb coz coughing too bad and provoke dyspnea and asthma..but semalam lung pun clear jer...oh ya i miss his 1st day of admission..nvm.myb dr hospital ne yg silap.yakin jer aku ne kan..nvm..my patient my call.mampus aku lah if aku tulis dlm c/h no inhalator..ok my little patient wont c u again..wish u get well soon.i hates peds @ children department so lagi bagus if tak duduk peds lama2..i can be good..professional and smile all the way even no matter how loud those baby might screaming/ crying..but dlm hati rasa semcmm meremang..hahhaha..i knw budak2 tidak suka tengok baju putih dr and mask ..hahhaha..wat to do baby..ur dr juga tidak sehat!!and dr juga tidak mau sakit!!

balik rumah..lapar and kira mau layan series korean..( bawa mengucap lyn!!) tak ingat dunia ker?xm soon wey..tak peduli!!but rencana tergendala pulak lah.kena bersihkan little box my kitten..kena bersihkan mereka and get ready mereka utk d bawa p vet..utk vaksin...study?bila mau study?emm ok jap g.at least tulis assignment dulu : weeeee..

menahan hati yg gatal cmm kena infection mau sms and etc juga tidak tertahan..masyalllh..permudahkan lah perjalanan idup ku..aku berdoa dari jauh agar d beri nur dan pertunjuk pada diri ku and diri nya

p/s : i knw d : bronchodilator is one of the treatment..

What a day

it wasn't begin with a good aura..children infectious's teacher just full of PMS mood..shitzz!! we were absent yesterday coz we were having victory holiday!hahahaha..mampus lah kau cikgu..bosan..bosan.but luckily i havei such cute patient..opss dont worry...masih kecik lagi tu..cute little boy 2 years old..emm but yg shitzz nya i dunt knw wat diagnosis yet to put on his case history..Mayb just URTI..ok esok check blood test yer..emmmm mampus ler ....

seriously im prefer to zzz..since my immunity to over come all this vuris M( malas) and S ( sadness) just not up to the standard yet..ahakzz..nothing last in this life...chayooo...chayoo.chayoooo..chayoooo..goood day every one..

Demi waktu

Demi waktu aku memang ketinggalan dari schedule and mcm2..dengan few case report patient ampai2 belum siap..assigment d tanggung2kan dengan state xm nyer..mati lah ne..And nasib lah Kursk game alrdy over..wlpn bnyk hampa lah ne.tidak dapat gold medal for futsal 2010..i commit the mistake..y dont i score the goal..stupido.shit..shitz....nvm..wat to gdo..and at same day and same place..final handball terdapat lah pulak Gold..wah lain d puja.lain yg dpt as wat Aren said..from zero to HERO..wow...impressive..
Our uni won the champion with 10 gold medal in total 2 silver ( if ndak sliap) and 1 bronze.
we won this intervasity game for the 4th time out of 7th ...yay..yay..2006,2007,2008 ( 3 kali juara all the way ) , thn now again 2010 Champion Lagi..wow....KSMU = kursk Sport medical university..Gila lah..hehhehehe

too much thing and cost tht i have to pay for this Kursk game in matter of Rouble ( @ RM , and matter of personal things...mau nangiis pun sudah rasa tidak ada hati mau nangis..i wasnt supposed to join this kursk game coz there is some matter happened..and si dia menjadi tidak yakin for me to join..bukan matter of my sickness or injury..but dengan kepala batu ku ..and dengan semangat sukan yg memang tidak akan bisa di hentikan oleh sesiapa pun..made me decided ok lah mau juga join ne sukan..even tho i had to miss lot of tranning session..but i knw..its wat the best i can do..but rupanya masih juga hati akan sakit now..so ppl upload saja lah all my  pictures during kursk game....

 i m scared ..scared coz im in period of separation for awhile so he can think straight..and use his brain to make judgment..since we are talk and discuss it properly but yet still im sad..i knw what ever happened it must be a reason and to make me become a stronger person..amin..jika hari ne ada lah saat2 ne ada org 45 hari mencari cinta mcm c Ona..aku pulak mencari nahas..hahahaha..kenapa lah perjalanan idup ku lebih ,sukar..oh tidak.,mana boleh ukur and beza2 kan..tapi itu lah yg d rasa..hehehe..

it alrdy 9pm here..and im still looking for mood to study....shitzz..im lost..pls ..guide me ..

Berangan2

scared??

not so bz..but feel like wanna be bz women..hahahahahaha once kursk game over mean my state xm are super damn around the corner and yet im not preparing my self..ggggggggooooshhh..while ppl studying i was sleeping..while people discussion i was running here and there..ok chayooo...today im trying to study gyne since i thk im kinda poor and hates those gyne thinging..i just prefer obs even tho im scareD of pregnancy..hahhahhaha :P opss donT i Ever mentioned tht i wanna become a specialist in O&G?dushhh!!heheehheheheh

okey okey..mari study sampai hati berdebar2 for kursk game..chayooo everyone..

super buzy

tidak ada masa update blog..even tiada masa for myself..jst too bz..sukan intervasity just around the corner..too much thing to be prepared to ensure this big event will go smoothly..antra sukan yang d pertandingkan : netball, badminton,bowling,hockey,volleyball,futsal,handball,basketball, DOTA, emmmm apa lagi ekk???ada lagi kah yg tertinggal??dlm masa 3 hari semua sukan ini akan d pertandingkan bermula jumaat mingu depan ( 16th june untill 18th june 2010). bila budak medic menjadi ahli sukan maka surely lah tidak cukup athlete..mampus belajar game yg sebelum ne ndak penah main..paksa rela juga akan berlaku..hehheheheh

emm actually mau d upload gambar kasut baru bah..tapi dengan rasmi nya card reader yg memang ada sign2 failure and insufficiency selama ini tidak akan berfungsi lagi..emm so kena lah d ganti baru..DAMN!!time tiada duit time tu lah kan juga mengada2..time ne lah rasa mau beli slimming tone punya benda2..astaga.mampus!

btw wish everyone have such wonderful weekend while my weekend penuh dengan activity itu ini..emmmm :)

Sunday kanak2 riang

sunday and waking up as early as 9.30am just so so so not me..but program minggu muslimah punya pasal..kena lah bngn!!and get read for the so called " muslimah fashion show" emmmm kira lawan with the other 2 usrah team among budak2 muslim kat sini lah..even ada yg dari thailand~~ its fun..there were consist of 5 category : arabic, fusion, raninbow, hot mama and satu lagi tu tak sure hw its called but kinda like in pajamas @ baju tidur..hehehe..i was participating arabic and hot mama .sungguh lah lawak okey..tidk cukup org punya pasal kena lah cari pasal lagi this time :)

picture tidak dpt d upload kerna saya tidak membawa camera sendiri..too rushing plus im still waiting for my lens cover..

iry and activity pas itu..bermian congkak buatan sendiri bersama phar..main sampai puas~~heheheheh..siuk sendiri lah kami 2 ne td..memang berfoya2 lah the whole sunday..esshh2..

ini lah congkak buatan sendiri..di buat daripada kertas dan corak yg d print sendiri, lubang2 itu d letak and d gam sama mangkuk2 plastik..creative kan??dan batu@ guli di gantikan dengan biji kacang hijau..sgt lah susah mau d pegang..but it was fun.

jalan2 cari pasal ~~

ptg tadi dlm jam 2.pm mcm tu tiba2 teringat and terajin mau p kuar kedai dekat depan rumah ( actually kena cross the road also lah ..) im prefer to buy basic stuff like , body lotion,shampoo,conditioner, and etc at that shop ( i dunt really knw the name of that shop but its right opposite to the Nikitskaya bus stop ( one building and u can see sign board " mebel" @ perabot...emm those not living here in kursk dont bother to imagine it..google earth pun belum tentu jumpa :P..NB !! there is cheap compare to Evropa ( opss ths is not supermarket ya!!)


BUT i took wrong direction..instead just cross the road..i went for a small walk after crosing the road..hahahaha ..coz the weather are just nice and i love spring..:) tht why now i will prefer to lepak and jalan2..and end up instead of just buying my basic stuff i as well terbeli kasut..emmmmm..wat to do..and as well i terjumpa @ coincidently found a bread @ xleb ( roti ) shop tht having their own factory..mean direct lah.fresh!!! no wonder lot of babushka and debushka ( granda and women are queuing  for the bread~~dah menyibuk lah juga..coz i want to try the bread @ baton..and yes its really nice.texture so soft and fresh..

iini lah bangunan kedai roti tu dari luar and dari jarak jauh yer ( kursk khleb @ kursk' bread)

itu lah antara roti2 fresh dari kedai itu..emmm actually ada gambar org2 berbaris tapi quality sgt buruk!

and as today ( i mean firday ) is Good friday so bnyk lah kek yg ada satu bentuk ne and keras giler and mcm bukan kek at all akan d jual d mana2...d tepi jalan and etc..and kedai roti ne pun lebih 20 org berbaris hanya untuk tunggu kek tu siap i guess..emm its kinda their culture to celebrate it with this cake :

it supposed to be colorful and cantik d pandang and belum tentu sedap di makan

if i could get better picture will upload it once more.

or i will buy tomorrow and taste it..:)

hari ini juga hari org russian membeli scarf yg mcm tudung coz they will go for prayer kan nnti ptg..heheheh ..kebanyakan nenek2 sini mcm pakai tudung..coz agama mereka christian Otrodox ..

p/s : conclusion hati semakin gatal utk jalan2 and shopping2 tiap kali spring!!