When im just realized ..

after roaming around on the facebook..it seems world are getting smaller and how i am appreciating this fb coz there where every1 ( mean most of us) able to catch up ech other..to all old good friends or even new friends~~it dosent matter as long its knw as friend..well the story begin : last few days i just realized tht there is some crack on my foot area..mean keratinizatin on my fioot skin!!esp on the hell area..damn i neva tot it goona happened to me!!panic attack and searching and lookin for a solution which wont cost me much coz im in tight budget for new year trip and etc..this year esp end of this year financial status are gettin unstable but yet manageable...i tot ths keratinization will only occur for those around 40years old and above.so do it mean i am gettin damn older?season about to expired?WTH..
since than i have work harder on mantanin all this stuff and Thank God my foot getin better..emm again im wonder damn no best nyer lah if can get skin like super2 model..all cun2 and maintain... unlucky i am..
today on the way back frm hospital to maya pizza restaurant i was having converstion with dla and chui ping my grupmate suddenly one of the topic was ( WHY DOES NOW A DAYS PEOPLE ARE GETTING MARRIED BY AGE 23/24/25 YEARS OLD?) emmmm so so so heran..coz we all basically age around 24,27,even 30 years old in our group are mostly single as in single,single to mingle as in apa2 jak lah..well we just look so unmatured.cant imagine other friend around same aged are/will/ married and some of them even ada baby~~while we mostly me myself even cant take care of myself yet..gooshh there are so amazing friend~~( even 2 of my cousion same age are married) ..wow~~
i can imagined myself as and women age 30s and probably single to mingle either break up coz no one would wait for me since my carrier are far away waiting for me and lookin for my sacrifice in " time" matter.wahh hahahah..OR coz some reason which wat eva called as a reason .
and yet today im happy for ona@ fiona hamidon my xgroup mate bck in KML merangkumi my birthday twin selain dari yatie juga!!she just get engaged on the last 27 Dec 2009..u are futher ahead than all of us ur twins.btw we are truly happy for u..semoga cepat2 hanatr jemputan utk yg seterusnya Ona~~

when im just realized everyone are gettin older ( matter of number) and better to say gettin matured...but yet i cant take it coz i still dunt admitted it even all the sign of aging are showin..noooooo!!noooo!!noooooooo!!i promise myself to work harder to earn money and to maintain wat eva it is..and no matter how it takes..but yet i m preffer the natural way..not yg cucuk tang sana..tang sini ..more safe way..hahahhaa

sayangi diri anda~

obstetric and us..

now we having obs cycle and we got gagazian opss not lady gaga ya.it gonna take us 1 week period of class. at bcnp hospital. Unfortunatelythe weather just going crazy,it was around -24 till even estimated -30++ within ths week and it so challenging for us.Gagazian is a HOD of O&G if im not mistaken ya..( suka2 suki jer ckp ne)..we exposed for to practical stuff like real patient interesting cases and surgery mainly..it seems like we having gyne class now,coz she show us mainly gyne patient..but nvm..its okey..we like it.so far we observed closely vaginal hysterectomy,urinary bladder prolapse,preovarian cystoma ( pretty interesting case),myoma of uterus,demoid cyst of cervix( external os ).....so far now its make me sacred to do ( perform ) or even to undergo CS as method to deliver baby in future coz it might lead to complication i mean like adhesion and etc..yay..i hope i will able to perform better in future insyallh.
russian women are indicated to undergo gyne check up about twice a year ( abt sumwher in febuary and 10th of july)..tht sound good ya.coz some cases dosent shw any symptoms/signs/complaint tht normal women wont care about.

and today i just accomplish 1 out of 2 atrabotka..perhaps the remaining 1 tu kasi free jak lah!!:) since no topic for it~~yay..

my cooking day~~

my cooking day~~

i was enjoying my my evening,cooking my experimental vegetarian food esp for peak jean..since she goona leaving bck to msia tomorw..emm wat an early oliday for her.:) menu of the day : pasta salad,bakedd potato and vegy meat loaf..plus fried sotong for non vegy lah..eeee..feel bit happy for the outcome for it..well i hope those who ate it were like it..thnx peak jean for stop by for food and small chit chat and helping me bring back the physio text book n the present for my lovely checqa~~heheheh

happy early oliday to peak jean..

turning 24years old

24?wow...wat a number..believe or not..i have to take it..the fact every1 getting older :) feel great  spending  my day 11 dec wit my grupmates, wit lovely gurl friends ( i knw u know who u are gurls) :))and for my love as well..tx for the flower and cake..emmm neva tot its gonna be so surprise.so worries..next year we will be able to celeb togther2..and big surprise from my family as well..yay..pls dunt menipu sana ahh...emm it worth as birthdaye preset for whole 6years :))

          getting older but stay young ~~

p/s : to yatie and ona..and qhce juga..insyallh next year dpt lah celebrate our birthday ..in very gempak way.:P

Wat a life??

i keep on counting ( not exactly like final countdown or wat so eva) but i just cant wait to graduate and go back for good..but deep inside i knw i dunt have enough knowledge yet..i dunt knw either im choosing wrong place to study,or myb wrong environment or i thk it all my fault.wasting my time for all this while ,day dreaming,frustation, depression,broken heart,and etc...those thgs are nonsense..but it was over..nothing can be changed anymore..what i have is only the remaining months/weeks/days/hours/mints/sec..hope by tomorow onwards thgs changed..i dunt wanna think and dreaming for unimportant thgs.dismiss it away..ushhhh.usssh..melayan perasaan yg bukan2 ada lah sial2..perjalanan idup panjang lagi..its better to spend time to laugh and joy with friends rather than melayan perasaan..hehehe..

to all my friends : keep the friendship forever.to all my friends here in kursk to whom i spending my entire 6 years here,hope it last forever..( witout friends i guess dah lama i pack and balik msia) :))

coming back after so long..

it been 4 or 5 years neva update ths blog..well i dunt knw wt to begin with..will write more later.:) warm welcome for myself..:)