When im just realized ..

after roaming around on the facebook..it seems world are getting smaller and how i am appreciating this fb coz there where every1 ( mean most of us) able to catch up ech other..to all old good friends or even new friends~~it dosent matter as long its knw as friend..well the story begin : last few days i just realized tht there is some crack on my foot area..mean keratinizatin on my fioot skin!!esp on the hell area..damn i neva tot it goona happened to me!!panic attack and searching and lookin for a solution which wont cost me much coz im in tight budget for new year trip and etc..this year esp end of this year financial status are gettin unstable but yet manageable...i tot ths keratinization will only occur for those around 40years old and above.so do it mean i am gettin damn older?season about to expired?WTH..
since than i have work harder on mantanin all this stuff and Thank God my foot getin better..emm again im wonder damn no best nyer lah if can get skin like super2 model..all cun2 and maintain... unlucky i am..
today on the way back frm hospital to maya pizza restaurant i was having converstion with dla and chui ping my grupmate suddenly one of the topic was ( WHY DOES NOW A DAYS PEOPLE ARE GETTING MARRIED BY AGE 23/24/25 YEARS OLD?) emmmm so so so heran..coz we all basically age around 24,27,even 30 years old in our group are mostly single as in single,single to mingle as in apa2 jak lah..well we just look so unmatured.cant imagine other friend around same aged are/will/ married and some of them even ada baby~~while we mostly me myself even cant take care of myself yet..gooshh there are so amazing friend~~( even 2 of my cousion same age are married) ..wow~~
i can imagined myself as and women age 30s and probably single to mingle either break up coz no one would wait for me since my carrier are far away waiting for me and lookin for my sacrifice in " time" matter.wahh hahahah..OR coz some reason which wat eva called as a reason .
and yet today im happy for ona@ fiona hamidon my xgroup mate bck in KML merangkumi my birthday twin selain dari yatie juga!!she just get engaged on the last 27 Dec 2009..u are futher ahead than all of us ur twins.btw we are truly happy for u..semoga cepat2 hanatr jemputan utk yg seterusnya Ona~~

when im just realized everyone are gettin older ( matter of number) and better to say gettin matured...but yet i cant take it coz i still dunt admitted it even all the sign of aging are showin..noooooo!!noooo!!noooooooo!!i promise myself to work harder to earn money and to maintain wat eva it is..and no matter how it takes..but yet i m preffer the natural way..not yg cucuk tang sana..tang sini ..more safe way..hahahhaa

sayangi diri anda~