am i still dreaming?

ths morning..damn lazy to wake up..feel like im gonna fall sick...sick of waking up 5.40am aka 6am for 7days a week..work till up to 10pm,ever up to 12am.argghh sick of it.by body just cant bare on it today..gosh...when i look at the window..wow its ranning outside no wonder i feel super damn lazy ya.reach hosp around 715am.lucky me not much to update.and at nursery the morning round not as early as t chidlren ward.btw till today i cant imagine actually im working now and wake up early every single day.wt a life.
sumtimes minor distruction either internally or externally could change my mood.but so far im able to adjust and b cool most of the time.
most of the night i just sleep and colapse..hahaha tidur mati.but sumtimes sumthg stress me up before sleep and just buried all the sorrow deeply inside my heart and sleep wt it.next morning just wake up and lock uneasy feelin inside.
life change so much...i'll do wat ever it takes to ensure i'll strive in ths life.either people might saying tht im become heartless,feelingless or wat ever lah..I dunt care cz im the one who deal wt ths life.