what is this?

i tot i was so strong enough and was tooooooo toooooo into myself and yes2 just myself.now it changed and totally changed.it feel good but at the same time feel so scared.but this time im so sure wt it..throw away all the fear before..but yet the distance still the issue..aiseh nothing can be easy i guess..i hope i can bare with it and be ok all the time : ) insyallh..

lets be happy everyone :)