too little time..but too much time wasted

again i just realize how soon my final state xm will be..yet still i cant focus..not even yet started look at the xm list question.i dunt where to begin..but im reading and study..more to my own understanding.BUT im worry abt classification thinging esp its invaded by Russian ..arrrrghhhhh..i hope Mdm larisa will be able to hlp my brain to compile all the info become a real info and as she said her job is to ensure we ready to bring all the knowledge as in a big luggage to our clinical life..wow..so inspiring..and burning on a dancing floor.. 
time tick tok..tick tok..tick tok.and yet i cant managed.alwz hope tomorw is the day for my changed..lets pray..insyallhh