drama ray

raya tahun ne ndak lah mcm yg d jangkakan..not all my family around..and too much drama since morning 1st day of raya..bad hint doh. not happening like how i left it 6 years ago..mayb matter of age ya..sudah getting older so ndak lah mcm kanak2 dulu ya.

but masih juga happy lah dpt celebrate it with old good frnds back in school..catching up wit them really mean a lot..few of them alrdy gettin married,having children and goin tru motherhood life..sharing a real story of parenting really scary and tough..made me think 99x abt marriage..well in fact blm ada calon sebenar lagi pun..bercinta pun bnyk surut dari yg pasang..ini kan lagi marriage..when one party so ego ..it make thgs gettin harder.bullshit all ths.im admiring my parents and those parents tht stay together after sooo long..

i dunt think i'll be able to  tru all ths..i m prefer my life now even there is sorrow sumwhere but there is a way to heal it.im lookin forward to start workin but at the same time im scared too..