i feel it

i feel sumthing wrong with me..i cant even think..i cant write..i cant express it out..im totally crack..btw my parents wedding anniversary just a round the corner..18th jan.but i cant make it to be around them nor to celebrate them..but im happy coz my brother will make it happen on behalf of me..i mean mcm kasi beli present.and ya perhaps arranging dinner .. :) yet im still thinking wat else to do :) i miss my mom~~uhuhuhuhu..cepat lah dtg sandakan..cook for me :P

im treasure my life